u/Douglasonwheels

I just want to say this:

I fucking hate this world. I hate people. I hate how it does not matter what you say or do as a men, you are automatically seen as ''less important'' because you have a peepee. Thats it. Thats just what it comes down too. Women are seen as victims, men as bad. Men as less important.

I'm just so angry that i can lose my mind to be honest. I had one woman after the other in my life screwing me over, society still acting like most women or all are innocent little princesses or something. I can't not talk about it with anyone literally. I only have female coaches and psychologists help me. You can not talk about this with them because (yes this happend) literally all get triggered if you even SOUND as if you might have said something critical about women (even tho you literally said nothing critical).

Literally had a psychologist tell me women have harder lives then men. Then pretending she does not understand why this makes me angry. Gaslighting me and pretending its my trauma parts inside me that seeks validation from her. Are you fucking kidding me? Payed thousands of dollars to therapy to just be told my life as a dude is more easy then hers? She would never accept this if the roles where reversed.

All the fucking lying. Al the fucking attention they get while at the same time pretending they are the victims of society. Literally ALL political attention go's the women problems.. LITERALLY LITERALLY (As in the word literally, i did the research myself) zero... ZEROOOOO attention go's the mens problems?

AREY OU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!?!

Suicide, homelessness, addiction, emotional problems, getting harder punishment for the same crime, dying at jobs. etc etc. Fucking nothing? Women accuse men of rape who did not commit rape? THey dont even give a fuck if its true or not automatically believed his whole life destroyed ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!

Guys.. we should be way more angry then we are. This mental gymnastic shit, this social retarded conditioning, this poison that has spread in society is out of control. Like legit this is the type of shit i think that just breaks down guys like me and others and is part of why suicide numbers are so high among men.

Ah well, hey.. at least if one day i kill myself? I'm just a statistical number in their retarded brains.. fuck me.

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u/Douglasonwheels — 5 days ago

Sometimes i use chat GPT so it can help clear my mind more about things that happend. Sometimes about relationships or communication problems i had with other people.

And its honestly crazy how far chat GPT really go's into overcorrecting everything you say. It translates anything you say way to literall, that is one. And then when there is a like a certain main value in what you say, or main truth, it seems to just focus on ANYTHING EXCEPT that main value or truth.

It just keeps arguing with you and correcting you but never really gets to the core of what you are saying. Sometimes if you talk about a conversation you have had with someone it literally makes things worse by almost supporting the person who was behaving badly or not taking responsibility. A conversation can go something like this:

Me: Hey chat GPT i was walking on the street and then somebody i don't know said something really negative about my red hat i was wearing. Said it was really ugly. What a asshole right?

GPT: Well, that depends. Its not that people are not allowed to say something about your red hat and, it does not have to be positive. But i kinda get how you feel like that. But its not as simple as ''This person is a asshole or not''. It was indeed weird some random person said that.. but.... but but but but.. people are sometimes just like that. And all people are different. Don't over generalize about people because, thats false.

Hope that helped you! :D

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u/Douglasonwheels — 21 days ago

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kGJralGz_DE

To me it just really explains well how society is really just .. kinda ignoring the wellbeing of men. Well not kinda but more like, literally? And the weird thing is that when writing that, i can already hear people start to complain when they would read that. Or get triggered when reading me saying that.

Wich is.. part of the problem. Wich is part of the reason why its ignored.

And the weird thing is that you barely have to prove this even. Do politicians talk about men? Making policies to improve their lives? Trying to do something about the shitload of men being homeless, addicted, killing themselves? Nope. Literally nothing. No policies. I even checked in my country and did research for over a hour, no male specific policies or laws or whatever are made.

u/Douglasonwheels — 26 days ago

I would like to know if the drugs of this mod are also part of the loot tables in the world. As in can you find these drugs in containers or from enemies? Or can you only buy them from certain dealers?

Thanks!

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u/Douglasonwheels — 29 days ago

I don't get why you want a drug that gives you extra nerve... but a debuff.. You can drink cheap alcohol in the game to gain nerve and only after a few minutes is the side effect of alcohol worn off but you still have the nerve, plus its cheaper, plus alcohol is everywhere.

That is one. Secondly... who the heck is running so much out of nerve in combat that you need it? A lot of the drugs in this game (not sure wich one is vanilla/dark future/ or changed) seem so completely pointless. Gain +15 nerve and -20% stamina for nicotine... why?

Why on earth would i want -20% stamina to gain a bit of nerve. You can just take a shower in this mod and have 100% nerve and maybe lose 30% of that if you fight a lot.. and what does it do? On no, it makes your gun a tiny bit shakey...

Point is i NEVER see the need or feel the need to use drugs. ANOTHER pointless item in this game, you know the game where there already is almost nothing you want to buy except cyberware.

EDIT: I think i'm a idiot because i accidently did something with the prices of alcohol and drugs. But now the drugs are much more fair priced. Still i'm confused.

u/Douglasonwheels — 30 days ago