I didn't sleep all night. Nothing matters. Just ranting lol. I feel super good. A little kinky and alluring. Hahaha. I am on a super engulfing bed with pillows and a nice quiet hotel. Im just away and free. I fucking love it. Slipping away. I have insomnia but it's ok lol. I am on vacation. Tired. Feeling happy.
Edit: I'm fine u guys, let me write. Im literally about to take an Ambien. Christ. 🤣😠😴
My blood clots are a lot bigger than I thought they would be, and they scare me! Haha. I was lying in bed, and all of a sudden, I coughed them all up. I have been extremely blocked.
II'm on day thirteen of recovery, and this just happened about ten minutes ago. My nose is tingling, and it hurts now. I plan to ice it, gently rinse, and rest. I hope I'll be okay! Bleh. 🤢🩸
Moved out and living independently, I've been relentlessly pursued by my family who push psychiatry and attempt to defame and pathologize me. My mother once swore in court to my own death in support of involuntary treatment, and I will never forgive her. Years later, she's still unrepentant, and she refuses to acknowledge it. I need advice, please. I want to share my story. Do I publish my writing and thoughts publicly? Should I allow my family to see it without contact, or should I block them on social media? I want to escape. My autonomy feels severely restricted, and they continue to damage my life and invade my privacy. I wish to express my views. I'm exhausted and need support because I want to expose everything. They are not normal parents; they allowed me to be assaulted and nearly killed and did nothing. For those who say you're above 18, I was 24 when my mom was allowed to force my wrongful death in support of my medical killers. The hospital supported an abusive individual and left me to die. I am too traumatized to keep writing. Please share your honest thoughts on consent and the experiences of adults with emotionally involved parents. It’s terrible. I wish for a different life.
I am really struggling. T4-L2 fusion from 2019. I was doing well for a while. My surgery was done when I was 19, and I am 25 now. I can't sleep due to severe lower sciatica and left hip pain. I can't lie down without wanting to scream in terror. It's strong and sharp no matter which way I lie down. My spine clinic said my full back MRI was normal (done this April, shocked me), and I speak to a Spine Surgeon this June. In the meantime, I restarted physical therapy. I am very weak. It’s all through my left. I bought a tens unit on amazon and a back pillow. Pain meds (Lyrica, zanaflex, oxy - provide minimal to no relief). I am in distress years after. I need advice. I can’t live like this.
I had my splints removed on Wednesday which was really good because they were awful to have in my nose. The physician assistant said that there was “a little” packing left inside that will dissolve over time. I cannot inhale through my nose to breathe at all since the splint removal on either side. My left nostril has had a consistent and light nose bleed for the entire night and I am beginning to feel dizzy. Please advise. I am scared. I wish I could stop mouth breathing and I miss my old nose.
I literally survived an attempted medical homicide by a psychopathic psychiatrist. I am now sharing my truth on my main social media accounts, and these healthcare workers stalk my social media (even LinkedIn). It makes me so happy to share my life and how far I've come while they remain stuck in their little torture chambers with backward thinking. And they know it lol. I love my life and it’s built for me. Fuck psychiatry and thx for reading my post. 🫶
Bipolar one label, psychosis misdiagnosed, CPTSD
I am a 25-year-old female and I am 5’8 and 126 pounds. I live in the US. Today I had a septoplasty and turbinate reduction. I also had a sleep endoscopy. I have had more bloody spit-up than I thought I would have. It’s 11:14 pm and the surgery was at noon today. I spontaneously threw up this weird, stringy, dark blob. I can drink liquids but then the spit-up will get way worse or lead to coughing. Too scared to eat. Is this to be expected? I am on clindamycin and oxycodone for recovery meds. Surprisingly the pain is not in my nose. It’s in my throat and I have been having really bad migraines (chronic, took two Rizatriptan today which is unusual for me. I’m a little worried and going to go to bed. No stomachache. Migraine is bad and oh yeah I never smoked in my life lol. I take zofran chronically and as needed and linzess 290mg. Please advise and thank you for your time.
Edit: I also spit everything draining into mouth into a vomit bag and I don’t swallow it.