u/Dramatic-Honeydew100

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His bio says he’s looking for a kind and emotionally mature, easy to be around person.

I’m sick. To. My. Stomach.

Also pictures I took of him or pictures he sent to me recently.

A week before he was on the phone with me telling me how much I don’t deserve his treatment, how much he loves me, that he thinks I’m an amazing person.

I’m so mf hurt.

We broke up after he ghosted me for a day again and I had enough. But I felt bad after, maybe it was a misunderstanding. Now I look like the crazy one and I hate that so much.

I literally lost my light, health for this man. All the insults, the emotional abuse, the casual mean comments, every positive thing he suffocated.

He’s also withholding information about returning my stuff, blocked everywhere. We communicate through a middle man because he can’t face me.

I seriously don’t know how to process everything that happened in the relationship.

Thats it.

I'm a shell. Couldn't leave my bed all day and cried. Can barely eat, drink. I wan't to perish away. I'm praying to a god to make the pain stop.