انا قررت اقلع الحجاب الصيف دا لأسباب كثيييرة نفسية و جسدية انا بكرهو كتير، المهم انا قلت لماما و اختي استغربو و ظنو اني بهزر، المهم مايهمنيش رايهم، لكن الاب ما يعرفش باي حاجة، انا حتى لي اشهر بعاملو ولا كانو موجود، وردة فعله هي الي مو متوقعة، هل اكلمه على انفراد... هل اتكلم بمنطق بدين. هل استعطفه او افرض رايي هل ماتكلمش خالص و اقلعه و اخليهم يتقبلو الواقع؟
I hate my father so much that , part of me wants to fail in everything just to disappoint him, yet the other part want to be so successful that I'll never have to see him again in my life, i believe he loves me but his actions never show it, he prefer my brother only takes care of him, talk bad about every human being, sees himself superior on everyone even tho he doesn't even own a house nor a car, cheats on my mom, زنا ، i despite him but i feel so guilty about it.
تعرفون الناس السلبية الي الكل ينصحكم تبعدون عنهم؟
احسني وحدة منهم لكني ما احب هذا الشي و مره ودي اغيره، انا عندي بس صديقة وحدة و ما اصاحب كثير و انا مو من النوع الي يتكلم مع امه او اخواته عن مشاكله، احسني اشتكي كثير لصديقتي و رغم انها تقولي انا احب استمع و ماعندي مشكلة الا اني ما احب ازعجها لكن ما اقدر امنع نفسي من اني احكيلها،. في مشكلة مأثرة على حياتي اتكلم لها عنها بس مو دايما، في فترة ماحكيت عنها وهي الي سالتني اذا في تحسن او لا.....
ايضا هي ماشاءالله عليها ذكية و مجتهدة انا ما اعتبر نفسي اذكى و اسوف كثير و صاارت هي كمان تسوف و حاسة بتانيب ضمير كبيير لان ممكن تكون صارت تسوف بسببي احاول اكون اكثر اجتهاد عشان الاثنين ندفع بعض للاحسن لكن انا انسانة حياتها كارثية و نفسيتي دايما فيها مشاكل و اكتئاب..... هي كثير طيوبة و احبها لكن ما ودي ااثر عليها، لما نكون ندرس مع بعض هي تجاوب جميع اسئلتي و لما هي تسالني انا ماالقى اجابة.... حاسة انها مو صداقة عادلة
ايش رايكم
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Hi everyone. I'll try to make this post as short as possible.
I posted here before about how much i started hating hijab bc it ruined my hair and my confidence in general... After three years of suffering i finally went to a good dermatologist, I've been diagnosed with psoriasis three years ago which was the year i started wearing my hijab in.... So the doctor told me that it doesn't have a permanent cure, she gave me some creams but asked me to only use it for one month then to completely stop it and rely on sun and sea water, after i did some research behind it turned out sun and air exposure really help not cure it but reduce the damage.... Now i not just hate hijab i also know that it's maybe a main reason why my symptoms got worse after i started wearing it (my hair also falls out bc of the psoriasis).... So no i made a decision to take my hijab off this summer and I'm ready to go against everyone, my mom is fine with it if my dad refuses I'm ready to disobey him.... Bc for so long i struggled with it but tried "sabr" but now that i know it's actually effecting my health I'm ready to risk it all
What do you think...
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Hi everyone. I'll try to make this post as short as possible.
I posted here before about how much i started hating hijab bc it ruined my hair and my confidence in general... After three years of suffering i finally went to a good dermatologist, I've been diagnosed with psoriasis three years ago which was the year i started wearing my hijab in.... So the doctor told me that it doesn't have a permanent cure, she gave me some creams but asked me to only use it for one month then to completely stop it and rely on sun and sea water, after i did some research behind it turned out sun and air exposure really help not cure it but reduce the damage.... Now i not just hate hijab i also know that it's maybe a main reason why my symptoms got worse after i started wearing it (my hair also falls out bc of the psoriasis).... So no i made a decision to take my hijab off this summer and I'm ready to go against everyone, my mom is fine with it if my dad refuses I'm ready to disobey him.... Bc for so long i struggled with it but tried "sabr" but now that i know it's actually effecting my health I'm ready to risk it all
What do you think...
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Hi everyone. I'll try to make this post as short as possible.
I posted here before about how much i started hating hijab bc it ruined my hair and my confidence in general... After three years of suffering i finally went to a good dermatologist, I've been diagnosed with psoriasis three years ago which was the year i started wearing my hijab in.... So the new doctor told me that it doesn't have a permanent cure, she gave me some creams but asked me to only use it for one month max, then rely on sun and sea water, after i did some research behind it turned out sun and air exposure really help not cure it but reduce the damage.... Now i not just hate hijab i also know that it's maybe a main reason why my symptoms got worse after i started wearing it (my hair also falls out bc of the psoriasis).... So no i made a decision to take my hijab off this summer and I'm ready to go against everyone, my mom is fine with it but if my dad refuses I'm ready to disobey him.... Bc for so long i struggled with it but tried "sabr" but now that i know it's actually effecting my health I'm ready to risk it all
What do you think...
Hi everyone. I'll try to make this post as short as possible.
I posted here before about how much i started hating hijab bc it ruined my hair and my confidence in general... After three years of suffering i finally went to a good dermatologist, I've been diagnosed with psoriasis three years ago which was the year i started wearing my hijab in.... So the doctor told me that it doesn't have a permanent cure, she gave me some creams but asked me to only use it for one month then to completely stop it and rely on sun and sea water, after i did some research behind it turned out sun and air exposure really help not cure it but reduce the damage.... Now i not just hate hijab i also know that it's maybe a main reason why my symptoms got worse after i started wearing it (my hair also falls out bc of the psoriasis).... So no i made a decision to take my hijab off this summer and I'm ready to go against everyone, my mom is fine with it if my dad refuses I'm ready to disobey him.... Bc for so long i struggled with it but tried "sabr" but now that i know it's actually effecting my health I'm ready to risk it all
What do you think...
He so... I'm dealing with sooo many problems at once that i feel like I'm loosing my mind
1-my appetite is sooo strong i can't stop eating for a minute (I'm so bloated)
2- thinking about the smallest things like what i do in a day became so overwhelming that i lost it in public and started crying like crazy for hours while walking outside
3-i have two months left for a life changing exam yet I'm not taking it seriously
4-i developed new kind of acne on my chin and jaws and they keep appearing its not getting any better
5- i drifted away from my religion
6- i lost interest in exercising which was the only thing that kept me going
7-i feel sooo ugly
What would you do if you were in my shoe, i think I'm extremely depressed i also few weeks ago started crying on the uni bus while thinking of ending it when i get there