So, we all grew up with the heterosexual relationships being the only thing everywhere right, so I never really understood when they would talk about those intense feelings you know; the want, the need, lovesickness and the bone deep aching. I thought it was all so exaggerated and unreal, even in my teenage years where I read romance books the most, it was still a very ridiculous thing for me.
But I wanted to apologize for my ignorance 'cus now I get it ok! I feel it all for this one girl and It is that intense, and I swore to myself I wouldn't ramble about her to people anymore but I really really need to get this out of my chest.
I daydream and fantasize about her quite often and its so spontaneous, even her profile picture on instagram is enough to get me weak.
And the possibility of something happening between us is very VERY low, so im basically cooked lol