u/DrinkAncient6113

I used too love Asmita her beauty her way of taking stand but u can’t like someone who has always been on unsafe side bro she did play well . She did play well but i don’t feel Niharika did anything wrong to her that day when Sorab was saving Yogesh she pitched but it was more like Plss mujhe hi save kar Jbki usko pta tha last time almost most of the time usi ki save krte hai . Her ego nd proud has increased day to day . I personally don’t find anything to like her . She’s a clout chaser for sure.

It’s been since 2019 I had two frnds and I did every possible thing for them nd now they left me nd I was already diagnosed with severe bpd and anxiety and they knew my health was critical still they choose to leave. It’s getting difficult for me . I feel live this anxiety will kill me.

I have always been fooled by my closest ppl I have borderline personality disorder I don’t know what to do they were home to me since 12 years they have just blocked me nd gone and I am suffering badly I did each and everything for them why am I supposed to go through all this.

Can somebody please suggest some good counsellor or therapist apps under a feasible amount I need it but have no money

So there’s this guy I met some 12 years back and I was bestfrnds with him it was always a more couple type of thing I kind of always loved him we were very close we shared everything so out of somewhere I proposed him in 2020 nd he said I don’t want to be in this relationship nd all after three years he proposed me nd I said yes after 5-6 months he told me he is not ready to give commitment and I was like so fucking attached I didn’t even knew what I will do without him still he was like I want to stay I will stay and then after sometime he made it a pattern just to do breakup and then comeback nd I was so emotionally attached I always cried this happened for one year still Wo jitni bar wapis aaya Maine aane Diya coz I thought ab nhi hoga after his final breakup we went in no contact but either one of us texted after few times or weeks he begged me please friends rehte hai itne saal ki dosti khrab nahi krte nd I was okay with after getting comfortable agar m kbhi ladai m ye topic uthayi ki u did this he immediately said I want to break this friendship let’s get separated for which I wasn’t ready soon I was diagnosed with some major anxiety issues and blood pressure issues and then he was a major support but in random fights he used to pin point like Abhi kuch bolduga to Bp badh jayega Ulti aane lgegi as I vomit when I cry bcoz of anxiety and now he triggers me with some cheap statements ki Tmne mujhe ko mere 10 rupee wapis nhi diye bro I had spent too much nd then I are asking me for 10 rupees that to I forgot nd then called it a mjak . I have been going through some issues I am always cranky irritated aggressive but I can’t live without him I don’t know why and then he just tells me mai mil nahi skta u showed ur trueself bcoz I called his brother and asked ki he did all this and made fun of my health issues . He asked me ki tell me tmhe hota kya hai I explained and as soon as I ended up explaining he started Wo ldka jisko tm dost about thi is dead this is new me I have seen your true self nd when I asked him what did I do wrong ki Har same mujhe bura dikhate ho he blocked me .

Ps: I had family issues and he was there every time he helped me out in everything even I was there I just don’t know what is happening to me and ppl jiske sath har up down m thi are making fun of my illness. Why

I was supposed to start my internship today but there is no message from the professor or details.