u/DrumsCarsNGirls

Advice needed if possible at all.
I got to know this girl last christmas and I’ve been trying to get close to her since then with no luck at all until like april. We’ve been seeing each other for weeks and she opened up quite extremely about herself but suddenly she just disappeared. I told her I care for her and I’m trying to understand her and she finally replied after a few quiet days that seemed like weeks to me… she said she’s a toxic person and I should realize that in time for my sake…
What should I do now?
I told her that bp might make her seem toxic for people like me who don’t know what she’s going through but I know she’s a wonderful and unique person which I really mean.
I’m getting no reply again. I realize it would be tough to choose her but in all honesty I don’t want to choose anyone else.
Should I just leave space for her or keep trying to contact her subtly like sending cat videos or other stupid shit. I really don’t know what to do and I need help please

So I don’t have BD but this girl I care about does.
We were seeing each other for a few weeks and then she suddenly stopped replying. Turns out not just to me but to my friend too so I’m starting to worry. I messaged the psychiatry to see if everything is ok and she got mad at me for doing that. I didn’t really know much about BD then (it was a few days ago) and lashed out for abandoning me. Since then I’m trying to study this illness and I learned the ghosting could be because she’s having a manic or depressive episode(?). She was pretty open about her illness and the stuff she went through so I feel bad and apologized and told her if she’s willing to talk again I’d be here for her.
How likely is it for her to write me someday, is my best option to wait or should I try talking to her in a few weeks?
The more I learn about BD the more I don’t want to just leave her… Idk what to do please advise me