u/Dry-Zone-7340

like i know im just one person but im so different around people or just on different days to a point where thats not me! i feel like im just switching between different versions of myself! me in my head nd me irl nd how i choose to present myself r so entirely different 2 like i have different morals ,personalities, opinions, style etc

nd i cant even talk about it because i would sound crazy if i started talking about that my fantasy nd online feels more real then reality

i hate it i hate being angry at everyone i hate violent i need it to stop edit: nvm guys im okay again :3 nothing 2 worry about

idfk I'm getting called bi on for this on tiktok 4 context i would rather shot myself then date or be romantically involved w a man + like its literally just 2 characters that im highkey obsessed w

i like dreams content a lot ( like I've had a 5yr long special interest) but highkey if he doesnt start to do more streams or being more interactive w his fans he will lose his main fanbase he has built nd just turn into a YouTube short slob creator, im not saying his content now is bad but hes pandering too much to the algorithm instead of his fans tbh

Like this genuinely annoys me so much in my life because I'm extremely aware of people's feelings around me, their body language etc. I can understand their problems nd why they're doing awful, but like I can't bring myself to actually care? I don't feel bad or actually care about the way they feel or how anyone else feels unless it's making me look bad or affecting me nd that makes me feel so guilty i still try to sympathise nd be nice nd all cuz it's polite but i just genuinely dont care