u/DryPapaya8984

So let me start this from the very beginning i was a very polite boy when i was young i was totally unaware of anything related to sex overall even the sexual parts and so on so one day when i was 12 i did mistakenly open a gay porn video and that was my first ever porn video to watch and the curiosity did build up day after day (I have never gave myself a chance to look at any straight porn video) so i did continue myself identifying myself as a gay (I had some problem religiously tbh) moving forward i had my first sexual experience at 18 and starting that day i had a couple of sexual interactions as well with men that i can say confidently that i was not happy in the middle of that thing and what i have learned that i only needed a hug and someone to be free with with no boundaries or limits but being in Egypt it’s hard to find someone that way or even live comfortably in that society so starting two a year ago i did watch my first straight porn video and i was amazed tbh and that did continue till i was totally lost like okay now i like girls? I like men? Do i like both? I don’t really know and for extra context for men i do like only masc/athlete ones for girls/women i didn’t really figure out what is my exact type but i noticed that i love her to be a unique creative person like me that we can share a lot of things together that what really make me feel attached to a girl on the sexual side i’m still lost on that part tbh and for more context i noticed with men i’m more into having something rough on the bed with the girls it can be mixed rough/vanilla and i would love both but since i have no experience with girls before i’m not really sure and i had enough from my friends in the gay community that i’m gay and i’m doubting because of the society and stuff and at the same time i had enough from the traditions and society pressure to be straight i don’t give a fuck about both but i’m tired and i just need a hug and be happy and find what is going to make me happy at the end of the day and logically i would love to be married to a woman and have a life together and make a family but I’m afraid to put that girl in my own problems and confusion she is not a lab rat so what do you think?

A lot of news but i don’t get is USD is going to get higher value VS the EGP or not and when?

المفروض ان العميل الي بتعامل معاه هيحولي الفلوس عن طريق Western Union للبنك علشان ارخص من الحوالة ف انا معايا QNB BEBASATA منفعتش علشان مش موجودة في ال Drop Down بتاعة Western المهم روحت افتح اكونت في CIB لأنها واحدة من الOptions في ويستيرن لقيت تعقيد و غباء فضلت قاعد ساعة في اجرائات و بعتلهم ال HR Letter و ال offer بتوعي و للعلم انا مش Contractor انا العقد بتاعي Freelancer ف بعد ساعة لقيته بيقولي يا استاذ انت محتاج تمضي W-9 قلتله ليه امضي على ورق ضرايب امريكا قالي لازم و مش لازم بس انا الي اعرفه ان ده للموظفين في الشركة مش ال Freelancers لأن ليه الشركة تدفع عليا ضرايب في امريكا و انا مش موظف عندهم ده عمل حر قمت ببساطة قلتله لا طبعآ مش هينفع امضي على ده غير لما اسأل الشركة عندي في حاجة زي ديه لأني مش فاهم اصلآ ليه المفروض امضي على ده ف انا مش فاهم بجد المفروض اعمل ايه و ليه الموضوع متعقد انا ببساطة عايز مرتبي يجيلي في صمت بجد مش ناقصة