u/DualMotherboard

I dont understand wth is going on, or if im overreacting. But since one of the specific tags have a warning for SA against minors, i just want to say i am a minor. Although i dont know if this is SA?

I dont even know why i feel like this nor why i am posting this, but my mother keeps groping me on my private parts. She has been doing this ever since i was really young and i dont think shes gonna stop because shes even more lewd with my older, adult siblings, but they seem ok and fine with it and its driving me insane cause i feel like the odd one out in a family where shes way too buddy buddy with all of us, i thought she changed cause she hadn't done it in a few months but just a few minutes ago she did it yet again when i was least expecting it and then immediately followed it up with a sexual joke towards me then laughed it off as always, i told her ive said to stop multiple times but she said thats just how she jokes around...everytime she does this shit, the parts she pinches and gropes and slaps even just for a moment does not feel like it belongs to me for a few hours and its such a weird feeling and a few moments ago i felt like i had the urge to cry

I dont know why, i know shes just joking around but it infuriates me, she would be a good parent and i mean she is one if we ignore the times she just does this shit with no warning, ive tried getting used to them, and i mean,, i did, im just slightly annoyed but its like my body has a mind of its own and overreacts like crazy everytime she does this shit, ive tried dodging it, but she does it so randomly that ive never been successful, she somehow only does it when i have my guard down, but i have dodged my friends hands a couple of times when they tried grabbing my hand and oh boy wasnt that awkward!!

This feels just so stupidly overreactive compared to other people's struggles on here, and i feel like im overdoing this whole pharaghraph over a stupid pinch that i should've at least gotten used to by now, shes really not a bad person and shes a good mother when she doesnt do this but this whole repetitive touch thing has made me begin to hate touch all together, my friends sometimes poke me jokingly on my arm or etc but for some reason it reminds me of her jokes and it makes me horridly agitated too

I dont know, i just guess i knew what to do here?? How to stop this stupid reactions to stop? And more importantly is there a better tactic on how to dodge these random touches better? Cause getting used to it doesnt work and im too dumb to dodge them on time :/ i dont really know if this is the right place cause this isnt a "happened" thing its a "happening" thing

I dont even know why i feel like this nor why i am posting this, but my mother keeps groping me on my private parts. She has been doing this ever since i was really young and i dont think shes gonna stop because shes even more lewd with my older, adult siblings, but they seem ok and fine with it and its driving me insane cause i feel like the odd one out in a family where shes way too buddy buddy with all of us, i thought she changed cause she hadn't done it in a few months but just a few minutes ago she did it yet again when i was least expecting it and then immediately followed it up with a sexual joke towards me then laughed it off as always, i told her ive said to stop multiple times but she said thats just how she jokes around...everytime she does this shit, the parts she pinches and gropes and slaps even just for a moment does not feel like it belongs to me for a few hours and its such a weird feeling and a few moments ago i felt like i had the urge to cry

I dont know why, i know shes just joking around but it infuriates me, she would be a good parent and i mean she is one if we ignore the times she just does this shit with no warning, ive tried getting used to them, and i mean,, i did, im just slightly annoyed but its like my body has a mind of its own and overreacts like crazy everytime she does this shit, ive tried dodging it, but she does it so randomly that ive never been successful, she somehow only does it when i have my guard down, but i have dodged my friends hands a couple of times when they tried grabbing my hand and oh boy wasnt that awkward!!

This feels just so stupidly overreactive compared to other people's struggles on here, and i feel like im overdoing this whole pharaghraph over a stupid pinch that i should've at least gotten used to by now, shes really not a bad person and shes a good mother when she doesnt do this but this whole repetitive touch thing has made me begin to hate touch all together, my friends sometimes poke me jokingly on my arm or etc but for some reason it reminds me of her jokes and it makes me horridly agitated too

I dont know, i just guess i knew what to do here?? How to stop this stupid reactions to stop? And more importantly is there a better tactic on how to dodge these random touches better? Cause getting used to it doesnt work and im too dumb to dodge them on time :/