u/DummyAccount0069

my laptop - since 3 years, im playing games, this last 6 months i played valorant and few games...AND BOOM FLICKERING ISSUES HURRAY

My FRIENDS Laptop - Bought it 3 MONTHS AGO, played Valorant and GTA 5...AND BOOM FLICKERING ISSUES HURRAY

W HP VICTUS...

https://preview.redd.it/igy96t7ns7dh1.png?width=573&format=png&auto=webp&s=3f47f7485af5542fcc8c801d7682de70a075c2f6

aur upar se unneccsary rudeness dikha rahe hai...

take some pride,

one month ago all the post from this sub were reltable for me,

but then i asked myself

"who do i owe my life too?, i owe it to myself, not anyone, myself"

before you say, i have good amt of failure, scoring 55ile in jee, wasting one drop year

BUT NOO...WAKE UP, TRUST ME GUILT AND NOSTALGIA WILL NEVER TAKE YOU AHEAD IN LIFE

ZINDAGI BHARR ROTE RAHOGE

i went out, harroj pushups, sleep schedule fix, and see, ab automatic positive thoughts aate hai

just stfu and fix your routine and DONT VISIT THIS SUB, MORE NEGETIVE ENERGY YOU ABSORB, MORE NEGETIVE YOUR THOUGHTS WILL MANIFEST

im a senior

saw multiple subreddits of MH Colleges, all of you new kids are ranting that "iss college ka toh placement hi kharb hai, kharab hogya hai etc"

son, being a senior

jab tak tumahra 3rd year aayga, toh tumne FY Mein expectation/ placement stats dekhe the...woh toh pure hi ded ho jaayenge itna dimaag mein rakho bss, koi bhi college ho mind my words (except mech,civil and maybe Elec,entc might be decent)

so please focus on other factor

maine other's pr focus kiya and now i can see more positive, placement is one part, college sirf placement ke liye aaoge toh sry, kisi bhi colg mein jao, lawde bhojyam hi hoga

pls tell me what the hell should i do??

i saw rickshaw wallas avoid it and now there was a medical protest of this some free medicine shipping app, why? it's good that medicine is being delivered at doorstep isn't it?

Bro what do you means 7:30-8 pm ko hi saare major dukaane band...

living here since 2 years, bhai there is no energy among the shopkeepers

BC Subah 10/12 baje dukaaane khulti hai hai, seriously?

raatko jaldi band hoti hai..

Sangli is full of students specially new student crowed of Walchand and new companies/startups ban rhe hai...

aur jaha dekho waha dukaane band

Very very disappointed

chalo atleast medical toh khula rheta hai

Yaar dekho bilkul 0 padhke gaya tha, i was ashamed koi college wala baat bhi nahi kr rhe the except donation dekr, CAP mein apply krne tak ki sharam aa rhi thi

Took drop - Biggest Mistake FOR AN INDISPLINE CHILD LIKE ME

And got 98.xx ile

Wasted whole year of drop, last ke 4 mahine mein gand faad padha

Conclusion-

1. Good ile in JEE And CET - TAKE DROP OR COLG.

2. GOOD ile in JEE but not in CET - Can take drop if you think JEE se acha colg milega

3. BAD At Both - My heart breaks to say this but Bsc.BCA karlo yaa fir donation dekr BTech

i wont sugarcoat, but drop year depressing to hota hai, specially mere jaise ke liye tha 3 category, na padhne walo ke liye toh pucho mt, pagal ho jata hai aadmi if dont love studying...

lelo koi aur colg, its okay, koi degreee choti nahi hoti

MINE WAS JUST PURE LUCK, EVEN I SAY IT LOUD , BAGHWAAN KA THODA BHOT HAAT THA ISILIYE TOP 5 COLG MEIN HOGAYA...

any doubts puch lo, might be reply in comments

I'll be cut to point

• They love that "beta humare control mein hai ekdum", shout and cuss me infront of neighbours/relativesguests
• They expect respect, but dont love to give it to me
• My small mistakes are made me feel i did something horribly wrong
• Father anger issues are on diffrent level, as 20 M , i still fear him
• They think i always lie (i will explain that in comment section)
• Can't take fight with them, cause firr papa paise nahi denge

BUT WHAT??

• Few moments in my life were good with them, like they do 8/10 that make me angry/victim etc and rest 2/10 are good memories, makes me guilt trip myself
• "Maa baap aur bade tumhara acha hi sochte hai", ik that, but that 'accha' varies, but i dont know how to counter it
• I feel bad when i shout at them, thinking they have done all for me and father does a job, how can i say him like that

That Anger in getting inside my head, and im getting mad and mental

NEGETIVE'S

• Im getting anger issues like my father, i get angry very very quickly on my friends
• Always living on edge of survival like my mom
• I LOVE TO BE THE GUEST AT MY OWN HOME...now vacations are going, i dont know how will i live 20 days more with my parents