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Losing interest in life

I’m tired of always trying to do the right thing and manage everything perfectly.

Sometimes I just want to go somewhere far away and be alone for a while. But I can’t leave everything behind, and that thought alone makes me feel selfish.

Lately nothing feels enjoyable anymore. I’m mentally and emotionally drained all the time

Has anyone else felt like this before? How do you stop feeling trapped in your own life?

At first, it genuinely felt like a tragic accident to me. I still don’t fully understand Kenzie’s intent, why would she try to kill herself along with her friend just because she was angry with her boyfriend, if that’s really what happened?

The video of the speeding car was honestly terrifying to watch. I kept wondering what must have been going through the boys minds in that moment.

Even by the end of the documentary, I still couldn’t fully understand her motives. If she really did it on purpose, then why? That part never felt completely explained to me.

I have been going through a tough phase in life lately, and the last few days were especially hard. Today was exhausting as well. nonstop work, continuous calls.

By the end of the day, I just wanted to do something nice for myself. So I got ready, went out with friends to an Indian restaurant. I don’t live in India, eating good Indian food itself feels special.

And the food was so yummy. We ended the meal with brownies and ice cream. It's unhealthy, but completely worth it.

For the first time in a long while, the day ended on a happy note. And right now, I just feel good. Morning lechi exercise cheyali inka.