What is one good reason that life is so great?
I literally sit here everyday try to find one reason and I can’t think of anything. I don’t know how long I wanna be here to tell y’all the truth. I’m 30 and I just can’t deal anymore. I hate being human I hate bodily functions I hate not being able to lose weight I hate how everything is so expensive I hate the body aches I hate the lower back pain. I HATE EVERYTHING. I’m already on six different psych medications which aren’t working that I been on since I was 20. & soboxone. And they just keep experimenting and nothing works. I been sober off opioids for three years and I hate it everyday my DOC is pretty much everything my last time I got high was a couple months ago on blow but mainly it’s opioids. I was thinking ketamine treatment but does anyone else feel this way? or am I genuinely going crazy…