u/Ecstatic_Coconut_487

Hey yall! So currently I believe that the three worlds in the maasverse happened on a timeline. Clotho is studying as much and confirmed the theory.

Since time isn’t linear, one can travel back and forth from future to past at any time. I always kind of thought the order went, TOG, ACOTAR, then CC but last night something struck me. What if ACOTAR happened, then CC. Then when first light disappeared, it paved the way for TOG.

What do you think? I’m dyinggggg to know where Sarah takes this!

I really hope this is okay to post here. I’m running out of ideas on what to do and really need help. I started smoking wees again at the beginning of the year. At first it was really helping me spiritually but I think it opened my third eye too much. I was lying in bed after smoking and had this vision of me in golden light walking down the street. I felt free. It kept walking to me like it was going to absorb into me until a dark spirit literally grabbed it and said, “she’s mine” and I watched it rip the image away.

Ever since then weird things have happened. The pipes in my apartment rusted and got me and my cats sick. When I went to tell the property management, it disappeared. I thought I might be going crazy except I have pictures.

Then, at night it felt like someone was literally shaking my feet and trying to touch me. Then as I was staring into mirrors I felt the entire literally attach to my back and hold onto me. I stopped smoking weed and it has subsided so I thought maybe weed brought out a manic episode? I’ve never been manic before but do have mental health diagnoses. I also work with people with severe and persistent mental illness so I keep questioning if I’m losing my mind.

I’ve also had unexplained bruises and am experiencing a level of exhaustion I’ve not experienced. Also, my partner who also sees the unseen in Sunday told me he saw something pop its head out of my closet, saw him, and hid. After the entity seeing my new male partner, the behaviors ramped up.

I’ve always seen images when I have my eyes half closed. Like visual movies. They’ve always been benevolent until the last couple of nights where I’ve literally seen the shape of something looming over me. The first night I saw a huge gorilla form and sat by my bed. The presence left. Last night I could see it and I kept calling in spiders to eat it and it would but then it would come back. I felt it shaking me again, my body got super hot and there was pressure on my back. I kept yelling, “leave!” And other such things. Then a woman I couldn’t quite recognize dragged him away.

I turned my light on and fell asleep.

Please help me. I’m still scared I’m legit having a psychotic break but the fact that my partner saw something makes me feel like it’s real. Plus I had not told him what was happening to me up to that point.