Hello I’m a high school senior now and I was nominated for the posse scholarship. There is an application window for posse to sign up for the 1st round. I’m in the area of LA for posse. Does anyone know the deadline (even just a general time/season) for this application? I do way better with managing times when I know a date. I looked through emails and on the site but it just recommended for it to be turned in as soon as possible!
okay… for reference this was a few months ago. so basically my brother had my old iphone for a while i realized someone else was on my tiktok and insta. I had a gut feeling so while he was gone sure enough he had my old iphone and guessed my password which was my birthday. i was kinda of scared bc it was an invasion of privacy but i didn’t have anything horrible to hide, i just had an alt tiktok account that held all my edits lol. But then being a little nosey i looked at how he had my instagram and all that which felt really weird and i realized he had another insta. BRO the instagram account were published feet posts and stuff. My heart was beating so fast dude and I just decided to go through his email…He was using a fake email obviously and he was asking for skype calls for girls to show their feet i think there was another one which was like submission idek atp??? here’s the thing i know it’s not my business but keep in mind my brother i don’t want to say his age but just know that he’s old enough… he is living at my parents house doesnt have a job or any source of income (he’s only doing college and he’s been doing it for so long now no joke) SO I KNOW HES USING MY PARENTS MONEY. This is one of those things I wish i never found out about. I think it keeps me up at night already…my dad works so hard for our family. Anyways even though my brother does college no offense he is still a bum. He sleeps late and wakes up at like 2-4pm! i swear. now right now i can’t be talking because i stayed up and it’s about 2-3 in the morning. Dude while i’m on my phone i hear a moan and shuffling from my brothers room. Then i hear him go downstairs then come back up…And i ignore it then i hear I don’t even wanna say it but masturbating noises….like you know wet? I don’t know i’m fucking traumatized sorry. I don’t know what to do for my mental health lmao. i want advice from you guys, i don’t know if i’m doing wrong by not telling my parents but i genuinely do not have it in me to say anything. considering what i heard he probably still does pay for stuff like that. And no offense but don’t feel bad for my brother, he’s racist and homophobic asf. All he does is lay in his room all day, he’s only doing college because of my parents. I genuinely can’t sleep anymore from this💔💔. I’m always so paranoid if he’s on my insta or tiktok now but I’ve checked and he’s not anymore. He has a lot of old phones tbh so he may be using those. Im also only telling reddit this because I don’t even know hw to converse this to my friends. A part of me wants to be nosy and check his room partly because I don’t know if he has any of my accounts but at the same time I do not wanna be reminded from what I found earlier. At this point, give me advice or comfort, i’m done…💔💔💔 I’m also deleting this later I’m so paranoid about everything. I guess my question is what should i do with the situation and just with me mentally? i don’t know if i’m being dramatic but Im lowkey scarred 😭
okay… for reference this was a few months ago. so basically my brother had my old iphone for a while i realized someone else was on my tiktok and insta. I had a gut feeling so while he was gone sure enough he had my old iphone and guessed my password which was my birthday. i was kinda of scared bc it was an invasion of privacy but i didn’t have anything horrible to hide, i just had an alt tiktok account that held all my edits lol. But then being a little nosey i looked at how he had my instagram and all that which felt really weird and i realized he had another insta. BRO the instagram account were published feet posts and stuff. My heart was beating so fast dude and I just decided to go through his email…He was using a fake email obviously and he was asking for skype calls for girls to show their feet i think there was another one which was like submission idek atp??? here’s the thing i know it’s not my business but keep in mind my brother i don’t want to say his age but just know that he’s old enough… he is living at my parents house doesnt have a job or any source of income (he’s only doing college and he’s been doing it for so long now no joke) SO I KNOW HES USING MY PARENTS MONEY. This is one of those things I wish i never found out about. I think it keeps me up at night already…my dad works so hard for our family. Anyways even though my brother does college no offense he is still a bum. He sleeps late and wakes up at like 2-4pm! i swear. now right now i can’t be talking because i stayed up and it’s about 2-3 in the morning. Dude while i’m on my phone i hear a moan and shuffling from my brothers room. Then i hear him go downstairs then come back up…And i ignore it then i hear I don’t even wanna say it but masturbating noises….like you know wet? I don’t know i’m fucking traumatized sorry. I don’t know what to do for my mental health lmao. i want advice from you guys, i don’t know if i’m doing wrong by not telling my parents but i genuinely do not have it in me to say anything. considering what i heard he probably still does pay for stuff like that. And no offense but don’t feel bad for my brother, he’s racist and homophobic asf. All he does is lay in his room all day, he’s only doing college because of my parents. I genuinely can’t sleep anymore from this💔💔. I’m always so paranoid if he’s on my insta or tiktok now but I’ve checked and he’s not anymore. He has a lot of old phones tbh so he may be using those. Im also only telling reddit this because I don’t even know hw to converse this to my friends. A part of me wants to be nosy and check his room partly because I don’t know if he has any of my accounts but at the same time I do not wanna be reminded from what I found earlier. At this point, give me advice or comfort, i’m done…💔💔💔 I’m also deleting this later I’m so paranoid about everything.
edit: i know i just said that my brother was basically a bad person but it still really hurts if i were to tell my parents this. to be fair i don’t care about my brother, yes there’s love there but it’s kind of required love bc I’ve known him all my life. i care about my parents and it saddens and angers that this is the son they have after all their sacrifice. I won’t get into my parent’s story but it’s crazy. And my parents have been trying so hard recently to get my brother out there or to inspire him but all he does is stay in his room. My mom literally cried over just that alone so imagine if I bring up the fact he’s stealing money? I realize now this feels like my biggest problem, if it weren’t for this I would tell my parents in a heartbeat but I just can’t. And at the same time, I feel intensely guilty and a burden to know what I know.
edit2: okay i kind of just replied to someone realizing this but a part of this is giving me some newfound motivation. To be blunt; motivation to be way better than my brother and make up for his shit. Specifically in education. And again I don’t know if that’s fucked up but since I know i won’t tell my parents, I think this is my way of coping.