u/Either-Bad4433

When I was growing up my parents were always fighting and my older brothers were in and out of prison my dad was always in work and my mum would look after us but most of the time she would just ignore us and I remember a time my sister called me into her room she is 2 years older than me and I was about 5 maybe 6 at the time and she told me to lay down on the bed so I did and the she got on top of me and started rubbing her groin on me and she would do this regularly then my dad got a new gf and she had a daughter the same age as her and we was in bed and I started rubbing my toes on her groin and she just let it happen and another time I was dry humping her and we almost got caught and with my cousin that is 2 years younger than me I feel like a horrible human every time I see her I think do you think she remembers bc every time I see her she tries to get away from me quick but she has never told anyone I just feel vile thank you for listening to me call me trash if it makes you feel better tell me what you think of me