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Just do it, love.

Try like I mean it.

I gotta throw like a girl.

Steady, Aim, and shoot.

I gotta bust a move.

I gotta go for the gold.

I’m gonna get ‘er done.

Cause I’m wanting to do

My personal best.

My own number 1.

(94.7% again.

3 points. Ugh.)

Anyway. 🤦‍♀️

Packing, cleaning,

And bitchin’ apparently.

But, I love you…

So much.

And I’m in a good mood.

Kids are excited.

And so am I.

Just don’t know

How long. But,

Soon.

And you?

Well, I hope you

Are having a

Killer Tuesday,

My love.

You are the only man,

Who has held my heart

With such simplicity,

And in its entirety.

I trust you with me.

And that doesn’t come

From a place of uncertainty.

Moreover, I softly and calmly

Hand you, all of me.

My love.

The other side would have you,

I may have skipped through,

Some steps meant for me to learn.

And my love, we can’t have that.

Perhaps I’d be smiling at my own abuse.

Or laughing at my own tragedy.

My hardship would seem like nothing.

Just stepping stones on the way.

Because that’s how I see it now.

Memories of my life are all the road,

I travelled to find my way back,

To you.

Revolves around you.

All of my memories.

All of the photographs.

The way I remember you.

Your voice, smile, eyes,

And skin. Yes.

And oh, how we could do

Anything… I’m sure.

I know we can lose track

Of time, real easily.

And I’m sure we could

Find more than one way

To do that.

My love.

Kind, sexy, smart man.

(I have left out a few)

It’s been a helluva day.

I’m hoping you have

Had a great one,

As I always hope for you.

It’s another early night here…

Sending love, smooches,

Hugs and well wishes…

My love.

When I found you, again,

My love.

You’ve set quite the scene.

Spectacular views,

My imagined serenity.

Rearranged my divinity.

I’ll call you my home.

If you call me yours.

And it’s all from my antibiotic.

I’m still on antibiotics (all year).

I think my esophagus is done.

Two flare ups that straight

Took me out for two hours.

I’m not taking the stuff.

Burning in throat, nose,

Chest and stomach.

So severe I had a headache.

Can’t eat. Can’t sleep.

Can’t breathe. Chills.

Insanity. Anyway. Grr.

Venting cause I can’t die.

Or cry.

Gonna nap. May be it for a bit.

So, if I don’t come back soon,

Goodnight, my love.

Wonderful man alive, today?

Living the dream, and happy?

I hope so babe, you deserve it.

I love you, and it extends

Throughout time, space, location,

And situation.

I’m always on your side.

Because I know I can understand.

Even when you eff it all up,

I support you, and I’m proud of you.

I love you, and

You are my favorite

Man.

Your perspective.

Doesn’t sound too romantic

In the sense of the word.

No flowery shows, or anything.

Simply, a request. A question.

I have so many questions.

And my love, my love!

I’d love the next dance.

The one that lasts forever.

With your permission, and

Desire, of course.

Shall we?

Sleep cannot come quick enough.

For today,

I have joined the world,

Again.

Feels great, actually.

But.

Man, I am not 20.

See you in my dreams,

My love.

And if I wake up.

I will write to you.

Muah.

Waiting on a phone call.

Wondering if you are having

A great holiday. Long weekend,

And all. Whatever you are doing,

I hope you’re having fun. Me?

I’m just waiting on my car…

Finished school early.

Oh, and I Love You.

By the way.

And I thank you…

For all you have done.

Have a fabulous day!

And keep me in your arms

If even in dreams this is

Possible.

For even in dreams, I am

Excited to see you.

And when I wake, it seems,

Like I just saw you.

I really love those nights.

With you.

Studying. Again.

Music. Slots.

My mind on.

You.

Yes.

I don’t know.

What am

I supposed to do?

Oh my…

Goodnight.

And

Good morning.

Face to face.

After a perfect

Night.

Just before a

Perfect day.

And a future

Full of them.

My love.

Swim in my head

Smile in my dreams

Chase me like a butterfly

Sting me like a bee…

And.

Anything to get closer.

Know.

I’m the happiest

I’ve ever been.

To lift me up

From the inside

And stir me

Gently.

You move me.

And just for

Clarity…

Even that.

Even this.

Is enough.

Unconditionally

My love.

I hope I can

Reach you

Even a little.

Like you do

Me.