Please help I’m hurting and I don’t know what to do
Ok Reddit I need help. I am turning 21 in 2 days. But for a back story I’m going to introduce a character we will call her Piper. Well Piper and I were best friends for almost 2 years or so; but after a few things she has pulled I started to back away from her. Rewind to about a few months ago I was still living with my parents and Piper and I decided to go to a abandoned building( horrible idea on my part) well she knows my anxiety with meeting new people that I would at least like a little bit of a notice before meeting someone. Well she said it would be just us and her bf. Ok that’s fine. Well we started to leave and we stop and this random house and this person I do not know- I start to panic. She gets in the car and I say hi. We start driving to the place and I try to pitch into conversations and well I’m completely ignored. Ok. Then we get on the freeway and when I say her bf was driving so recklessly I mean it. We almost got into multiple car crashes . A drive that was meant to take 30 only took 15. Well I kept asking her to tell him to slow down because I was panicking even more and I was in a full blown panic attack. She completely ignored me. After 10 times of asking her I stopped and just delt with it. Now we get to the place and it’s in downtown Denver well I stupidly walked off to the sidewalk to catch my breath and calm down. I know I made a mistake doing that but in that moment I thought it was ok. Then fast forward a few minutes later I was in the back of the group the whole time and my ADHD self got caught by everything especially because I love the paranormal. Bit that caused me to get lost and left behind- completely my fault. I called Piper and asked her where to go and she just basically said idk figure it out. Well I tried to figure it out and became more lost. I heard people in the place and started to freak out because I heard glass breaking behind me. So I hid in this closet thing for 30 min trying not to freak out. Any ways a lot of other crappy things happened but fast forward to when I got home- she said that those people were sneaking up on me with shards of glass and she didn’t no anything?! Cool ok. Well that’s when I realized she was a POS and on top of that she never really felt like a friend. She only felt like a mom which isn’t what I needed. Anyways fast forward to middle of January. I had just got done hanging out with my boyfriend and was on my way home. When I got home they wanted me to pick up some cheese and wine mind you I don’t have a car and well I didn’t have a job at this time. They started saying “come have your boy toy come get you and take you” well o said no because he was almost back to his house ( he lives 15 min away) they said ok you can walk (it was 11 at night and around 30 degrees) I asked why they couldn’t get it and they basically ignored me. Well being a good bf that he is- he came to get me and he respectfully asked my mom for gas money since he had to drive back just to take me to the store when they could have. My mom blew up and started talking crap about my bf and well my bf mom is protective and that did not got well. Long story short- my parents texted in the group chat to lock the door and not let me in. I started my new job the next day so the cops were called for a keep the peace. They did not like that at all. Then I got the immediate things I needed and left. The next morning I texted them saying lmk when you guys want me back home and she said no “you have to schedule a day and time to come get all your stuff” no warning nothing. I was shocked. Then everyone started saying that I made the choice to leave. I didn’t want to leave. Even though I did not feel loved in that house and I got an unfinished basement to live in that had water damage. I didn’t want to leave. Then I found out that Piper moved in to my old room and was wearing my clothes and my perfumes and makeup. Which of you know- those aren’t cheap. Anyways I cut them off and I’ve been trying to keep into contact with my dad and somehow some way they are still figuring out ways to hurt me. Like my grandma keeps posting about my sister even though my bday is in 2 days. I suck at telling stories to let me know if you have questions but I just need advice. I’m hurt and it’s been months now. I don’t know what to