Weiß jemand von euch ob es irgendeine Alternative für Dosenfleisch gibt? Also dieses mit dem "Glibber" (dieses Gelee), wie Frühstücksfleisch.
Ich habe in der Vergangenheit ein Rezept mit Truthanfleisch aus der Dose gegessen und würde das echt gerne noch mal essen. Aber Truthahn kann ich natürlich nicht benutzen.
Was wäre dafür geeignet? Vielleicht so was wie Mock Duck oder so? Oder kann man das selber machen?
I don't know if it's okay to write out the word in the title, so I've censored it. And of course I'm not gonna go into detail but I still decided to mark this as 18+, just to be safe.
The title basically says it already.
It happens randomly or sometimes when I have normal fantasies about my future or maybe another relationship. I've had one relationship so far and don't plan on ever being in one again. But the thought of it still crosses my mind from time to time.
And when I fantasize, it always takes that turn and I start fantasizing about being r*ped. It's not like I want it, of course not. But I also can't really get myself out of that moment. My body starts to hurt and tense up. That fantasy moment can last a few hours, when it's really bad.
I don't know where that comes from, it's not like I've been r*ped in the past. Sure that relationship in the was not healthy at all. It was from age 16 to 21/22. But I wouldn't say that I was r*ped or something. It was more of a communication issue.
Did my body wrongfully interpret it as assault or something? Am I just overly sensitive about these things? I don't wanna write down what happened, because I don't know how explicit or detailed I can get. But it wasn't anything bad bad.
Does anyone know how to stop these thoughts? It's so draining and my mind just shuts off after a while and I get super tired. It's hard to get myself out of these moments, because it just seems like the most realistic scenario.
I don't know, it's just really confusing.
EDIT: I think people misunderstood? It is not a sexual fantasy and I do NOT want them! I just basically daydream about normal stuff, not even something sexual but they almost always turn into day dreams where I end up getting rped. I don't ever have consensual sexual fantasies, because I don't feel sexual attraction. Those rpe "day dreams" are more like a nightmare. I do NOT want them.
EDIT 2: It's NOT sexual and it's NOT CNC! I don't know why everyone thinks that.
I'm 23 and a closeted gay trans man. Possibly autistic, maybe that's relevant. I haven't had the chance to transition yet, because I'd need to find a therapist first which is super hard. And I've also never had the chance to actually think about myself and who I am, because a lot of other sh*t happened in my life. I just always knew that something was wrong but I didn't know what.
All of that would be less damaging if I just had someone to rely on. But I don't. I don't have a supportive family, I don't have a single friend, I don't have anyone and I don't even know anyone from the queer community.
I feel like I don't belong. I'm not outgoing, I'm not sexually open, I'm not proud, I'm not quirky. I know that not every queer person is like that. But I was at Pride in Amsterdam today, thinking that I could finally connect but it did the opposite. They don't read me as one of them. Of course they don't, I just look like a woman. It's just as if I don't have anyone.
And the trans thing just adds to it. I haven't figured everything out yet, what name I want or how I'd want to physically change. So becoming friends with someone would always result in me being seen as a woman. But I can't blame them. I don't even see a man myself when I look in the mirror.
It's just frustrating and I seriously don't know how to deal with it anymore. There's certain communities I'd like to be part of, but I'd stick out like a sore thumb.
I just wish I wouldn't care.
Hi :)
Ich wurde zum Grillen eingeladen und bin nicht so der größte Fan von Fertigprodukten (hauptsächlich wegen dem Preis), deshalb wollte ich ein paar Sachen aus Seitan machen. Allerdings hab ich noch nie Seitan gemacht oder gegessen.
Ich würde gerne Grillfackeln, vielleicht so was wie ein Steak und Würstchen machen. Habt ihr Tipps? Und kann ich die Gewürze zum Beispiel gleich in den Seitan-Teig packen oder muss das beim einkochen gemacht werden? Wie würde man am besten den Seitan für die Grillfakeln einkochen?
Die Fragen sind für manche vielleicht selbstverständlich, aber was Kochen und Backen angeht, bin ich leider komplett aufgeschmissen und irgendwie geht immer was schief :/
Also alles an Infos oder Tipps nehme ich gerne an 🥹
I don't even know what to say, because I know that no one actually cares.
I just can't take it anymore. My entire life I've been fat and ugly. Then I lost weight when I was 15. Now I'm still fat and ugly with with saggy skin everywhere and I look like a grandma.
I can't go out, can't make phone calls can't work, can't even take care of myself and I'm constantly overwhelmed from those sensory issues. I wish I could just peel my skin off.
Then there's also certain parts of my body which I've never even wanted but was still born with. My breasts, wide hips and basically everything that's so painfully obvious even in the most baggy clothes. Sometimes I wish that I could just take scissors and cut them off.
No matter what I wear, it always feels as if I'm wearing a straitjacket. I just don't want this body and I hate that I'm trapped inside this disgusting meat suit. I just wanna claw my way out of this.
I wish I could sit in ice cold water all day, buzz all my hair off, not hear or see anything and feel weightless. I just hate that I'm feeling something the entire time. My hair, the wind, my clothes, my own body. I hate it. Even ending it would be a sensory nightmare unless I have a gun which I sadly don't have access to and can't afford.
I've had to deal with this all my life but it's just became too much. I don't want this. Why can't I just be normal?