u/EleventeenThousand

For context... I am 28, been using PMO since about age 13. I am on my first streak of 6 days so far. Since about age 15, I have been exclusively physcially attracted to men. (That feels weird to even type out)... But I identify as straight.

For the past 13 years (since discovering mast*****ion), I have been stuck in a cycle that goes as follows:

1.) Want to find a woman and have a relationship.

2.) Become horny.

3.) Fantasize about gay sex and release my seed.

4.) Regret.

5.) Want to find a woman and have a relationship.

6.) Repeat.

I had sex with a woman once... It was lame. I wasn't attracted to her and it was a chore. But, I did like her in every other way, she was a great person that I could've loved... She just didn't make me horney.

I've never had romantic feelings for a man, but I have for women. I've never had sexual attraction for a woman, but I have for a man.

So. I am at a crossroads. Who tf am I and what do I really want? Do I finally let myself beleive I am gay and find a man to feel romantically about? Do I finally work on myself and learn to be attracted to women? Is either of those possible?

I started SR 6 days ago. This is the longest I've ever gone. I REALLY want my first sexual encounter with a man, but I also desperately WANT to find women attractive, so that I don't have to ever worry about being gay again.

I'm hoping SR will give the power to change myself, whether that be by becoming attracted to women, or by becoming romantic about men.

Anyone else gone/going through this?

Hi, I’m Jim Mellon, billionaire, founder of Agronomics and New Agrarian, I have nine dogs and I’d like to help end factory farming in my lifetime. Ask me anything. 

I’ll be taking your questions for an hour or two starting at a bit after 4pm UK time.

Update: Jim is just getting ready, and will start the AMA imminently!
Last Update: That is it, Jim has signed off, thanks to Jim and everyone for participating, he very much enjoyed answering your questions.

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He’s a major investor in precision fermentation (using engineered microbes to make things like dairy/egg proteins without animals). The space has been marked down since 2022, but funding hasn’t disappeared, it’s just become more focused, with billions already invested and factories now moving toward real production.

Over the next 12 to 18 months, it’s less about “does it work?” and more about cost, scale, and actual revenue. If companies deliver, today’s valuations could look cheap. If not, scepticism grows.

Worth tuning in and asking questions if you’re interested in the future of food/biotech investing. It could be worth hundreds of billions in the next 10 years...

UPDATE: It's at 5pm on a subreddit to be annouced..

UPDATE #2: It's on r/IAmA, shortly after 4pm.