u/ElskeSolo

(Portland,Oregon)
It changed from fresh to grocery on my homepage.
I went to make an order, and the layout is completely different, and when I go to check out, it’s giving me separate deliveries for half of my order. The perishables came in the usual bag, but the non perishables came in a box. Both deliveries were late.
In the past it would all come at once, no boxes. Amazon fresh is extremely laggy too and I think the selection is much smaller.
Has Amazon fresh do a complete overhaul? I thought they were only closing the public stores, didn’t expect it to affect the warehouse part of it too.
It just feels less reliable now.

After 4 years I removed my nexplanon in February. I’ve had one “cycle” in April. It was mostly a flow equivalent of spotting, but it was only old blood (brown). Lasted 2 days and that was it.

In last week in June I started another “cycle” but it’s very weird. First it was nothing but cramps for a day and night, no blood, no spotting, then a day after that I start half a day of regular bleeding of a very light flow. Then nothing. This week im dealing with random old blood spotting and when I have bowel movements, i immediately have fresh blood. No it’s not from my intestines, it is from my vagina. It clears up after a few wipes and no flow.

Is it possible that my cervix isn’t dilating properly to have a proper flow?

Before nexplanon my periods were light to moderate with little to no cramping. I’ve had irregularities when I was younger, but before 4 years ago I was regular.

I’m just incredibly confused, I’ve never experienced this before.

Ps. I’m not pregnant. Last test was earlier this month. Haven’t had sex since.

Edit: I did have a colposcopy in late March/ early April. I forget the exact date.

On Friday I visited my doctor to discuss medication for my mental health that I’ve been neglecting for a few years. After my job went under I spiraled and realized i didnt have the mental capacity or energy or desire to do anything, and after panicking for a few days I reached out for help.

My doctor suggested fluvoxamine because of my prior experience of side effects a few years ago on Sertraline interfering with my libido and the ability to finish. I have not been officially diagnosed with OCD, but my thoughts are hard to manage and I can’t get control of it, so I guess that’s why I was offered this medication. He told me that I’ll start on 25mg taken at night and make an appointment next week to see how I’m doing.
I get my prescription at the pharmacy upstairs and go about my day.

I take the pill at 10:30pm that evening, and after a few hours I go to bed. I toss n turn a bit for a while, started feeling RLS symptoms but it wasn’t too bad. Around 3am I fall asleep. I wake up suddenly at 5:50am and first thing I notice is a ringing in my ear, then I realize I’m sweating and hot. My boyfriend is awake and I reach out to him to let him know I’m awake, and as I lay there I realize how wide awake i am. I’m never this awake after just waking up, I’m usually groggy. Something feels off. I’m breathing deep and I feel confused. I sit up and I feel anxious. It reminded me of the time where I took too much shrooms, but with more clarity and control. My mind felt bright, my eyes felt wide, I asked him to check my pupils, they react fine but are slightly dilated. I do not feel good at all. I’m naming off every single thing I’m feeling breathlessly. I’m staring hard at a single spot in my room, I guess it was a coping mechanism I got from that bad shroom trip. I then start getting the shivers, my legs are shaking so bad the bed my cat wakes up and looks at me with concern.
My boyfriend is looking up the symptoms and I decided I need to contact help. I’m looking at my discharge papers for a number, a task was a good distraction from the panic I was feeling so loudly inside.
I call a nurse helpline and when I finally get through I relay all my symptoms, I was advised to go to the ER, she suspected serotonin syndrome.

Thankfully the ER isn’t busy, which is very interesting but again it was nearly 7:30am. I get brought back and the intake nurse is asking me what’s happening. She asks how much I took and I give her my prescription bottle and as I’m saying 25mg, she says “oh it’s 50mg” and I’m super confused. She reads the instructions and it didn’t say to break the pill in half. I also brought out my discharge papers from yesterday’s appointment and it says 50mg. I was told verbally it would be 25mg.

I get my IV, they take blood, and have me collect urine, my temp is 99 when it was 97 at home before we left, and I’m brought back into my own room. I’m getting a EKG and hooked up to a BP cuff that’ll run every so often. That’s when I notice how high my BP is. I can’t remember the exact number off the top of my head, but i remember 158/??? In red.
The distraction from everything around me is keeping me out of my head and not panic. My body goes through ups n downs where I’d feel very awful and start shaking a lot and then it would go down. The ER doctor visits and confirms serotonin syndrome.
I’m given lorazepam orally and IV fluids and monitored. I’m currently on Zepbound so it takes awhile for it to hit, but I noticed it immediately. Fatigue started creeping in. Yawning and the desire to fall asleep. The shaking stops too and the 3rd time the ER doctor sees me he said I’m good to go since everything is stable and I’m feeling better.

I’m so confused as to why I was given 50mg that’s not the stating dosage. I should have read the dosage, I only read the instructions and followed it. I don’t know if this was all an error, i have to wait till Tuesday to contact them because of the holiday. Thankfully it was a mild case and I didn’t have seizures. It was so scary and today I’m feeling all the emotions outwardly that I couldn’t yesterday. I’m really sensitive emotionally and I’m now even more hesitant to try SSRIs again. That bad shroom trip gave me trauma for anything that alters my psyche like that, and it really reminded me of it bc it felt similar.

Is there anything I should do? Idk where to go from here. I really can’t wait for therapy to fix me enough to be functional, I really left my mental health until it got really bad..its really my fault … I dunno. Idk what to do.