u/Embarrassed-Cook217

So, there is this girl in my college and I really like her and she drops hints as well but I am not sure because of some reasons I can't disclose and I she was hinting at meeting me a day before going home for vacations and I was scared and overthinking so I avoided but I texted her next morning since her flight was in the evening and she said let's meet in the afternoon I'll drop you a text but she didn't, so even I didn't remind her and yeah she left for the vacations and now we won't be able to see each other for 2 months

And I really think I have a shot even my friends think so but for some reason I keep avoiding her and yet I really wanna be with her, I keep thinking about her all day even when I'm trying to sleep and it hurts

My payment failed and now the order was cancelled but it's visible in my order history, will it disappear or stay in my history forever now?

Idk if it's just in phoenix or everyone, I'm unable to study for compre these days I'm drained out and most exams are still left and I have 0 will to study, is it with everyone or it's just I'm cooked and why is the sub so much more interesting than usual during compres people are posting straight yaoi.💔

I HATE THIS FCKING COLLEGE, WHO TF EVEN ADVICED ME TO JOIN THIS HELLHOLE NO THING IS HAPPENING WELL HERE , mess food trash, electricity keeps going out during peak summer and compre at night, during sem if I wanna attend fests they are trash, and if I take merch? Well THEY ARE FCKING UNAVAILABLE BECAUSE SOME STUPID CLUB/DEPT MEMBER DECIDED TO TAKE 5-6 MERCHES FOR HIMSELF AND NOW I CAN JUST PRAY AND STILL NEVER GET MY MERCH, the special lunch was screwed over just some 50 ml aamras, and after all this when I wanna gone home WE NOW HAVE FEWER ONLINE STATIONS FOR PS1 AND THEY'RE CHANGING WORKING MODES DURING COMPRE TF, they would never fix any of these issues and make more and more redundant initiatives that no one asked for

Also, idc if you're gonna say "But people in govt colleges have it worse"🤡🤡 Yeah they do but it's their own problem idc what happens in other colleges things aren't well here and I'll complain after all we are the ones who pay 40 lakhs

I've always been suspicious about the paneer they serve in our mess because they literally spam the paneer we easily get 100g paneer if not more

and today my suspicion grew even stronger because in the name of a special lunch they provided <50 ml aamras , if we compare the local prices of mangoes if you get a decent variant , the cost of 200 ml aamras is significantly cheaper than 100g paneer , idk how giving 2 spoons of aamras made them stare are me when they give me as much paneer as I want

I know QCC is made and they do their work and I don't even doubt them but I think there is something shady going on in the mess for sure and they might trick the QCC as well because the Math makes no sense

And honestly everything sucked this year the fest management,mess food , merch distributions, the waves keychain and today's lunch was the final blow. 💤