u/Embarrassed_Care922

Could anyone be honest and tell me what can I do to enhance my profile?
10th- 87.8 % CBSE
12th- 94.8% CBSE (Humanities)
Gender- Female
Grad percentage- 66% Economics Honours(not from a good college)

So I graduated in 2025, have no work ex, gap year of 2 and I am aiming for the top but I see so many posts saying it’s hard for freshers to get BLACKI

If I really wish to do MBA rn I can’t be doing a job because my focus has to be on the preparation being a non engineer…
Has anyone with similar profile actually make into top institutes?

I am not here to sound desperate, I am quite satisfied with the feeling of having my person and in fact I am not even too concerned about what is he doing and what all is going on in his life.
I have simply assumed the wish fulfilled and I am not aggressively doing techniques or anything.

A little backstory is that we have been on and off since 2024 and we didn’t commit yet and starting that year he left my town and said he can’t do Long Distance. I did not know about LOA or Neville so I saw some YTB videos about manifesting a person back. Now

I did not know that it really works but yes he texted and later he kind of confessed how he really wants me and loves me BUT LDR he can’t do. I didn’t cut him off, we still talked but then later that year over an argument I cut him off and that is the time I got into LOA.

Now again on New Year he contacted me, and we started talking again. He has said some things he never said before(good things) but when I asked him why he texted me, assuming he wanted to get together, he said he texted just like that, which was not what I practiced in SATS or what I deeply assumed.

We have been in touch, especially like 15 days ago something tragic happened in his life and we were talking every night(which we only did in 2024) and he relied on me a lot, for the first time in 2 years.

But then again, he made a comment of how he doesn’t want someone to invest so much in him(he was constantly asking me to sleep instead of talking), and I kinda took a step back. I do check up on him, but I am not calling him frequently anymore as I was before.

And he did not either.

Now I am NOT desperate to have his ideal version in the 3D anymore, but it is making me question certain things. It’s not that I haven’t manifested anything before, I certainly have. But it seems like this situation is having a lot of resistance because as per my observation NOT belief, I see us going forward but then again backwards.

I just genuinely want some guidance if someone could nudge me in the right direction. I returned to the state whenever something negative showed up but. It seems to be going nowhere in the “3D”

Thank you for reading this far :)

I don’t wish to be negative or ruin someone’s manifestation but this is my last plea for help.

I’ve been in a cycle with my SP for over 2 years, no commitment and him dealing with past trauma and all the time I felt like a "second choice" or "ignored." Recently, he made a rude joke and didn’t apologise just got serious and asked me to sleep since it was past my bed time. I have been manifesting him since last year, although not properly, we had got in no contact and I did manifest him back but there was no clarity from his end ever..

Last night, I jokingly asked why does he keep asking me to sleep and all and he told me not to be "so invested" in him and to "go enjoy my own life." It feels like I’m constantly chasing reassurance while he goes hot and cold, switching from romantic reels to acting like we’re just nothing and shouldn't talk too much????

After passing that invest comment he asked me to sleep and all and he literally started avoiding when I asked him to explain further on the invest part. He said he will tell me tomorrow he might say something wrong?!???

I just want someone to just help me, I was seeing so much movement and now all of a sudden it’s just bad.
I feel bad for myself to even allow all of this bullshit in my life i am not the kind to let these things slide.

I was calling him daily because his best friend passed away and he also was calling me to rely on me and all but then suddenly he said this ???

I just don’t understand what this means in terms of manifestation but I don’t think I’ll call him today to get clarity or anything.
I have been thinking from the end.. thinking of him as the best version… but I just don’t see any movement. What am I doing wrong
Help is really appreciated..

I don’t wish to be negative or ruin someone’s manifestation but this is my last plea for help.

I’ve been in a cycle with my SP for over 2 years, no commitment and him dealing with past trauma and all the time I felt like a "second choice" or "ignored." Recently, he made a rude joke and didn’t apologise just got serious and asked me to sleep since it was past my bed time. I have been manifesting him since last year, although not properly, we had got in no contact and I did manifest him back but there was no clarity from his end ever..

Last night, I jokingly asked why does he keep asking me to sleep and all and he told me not to be "so invested" in him and to "go enjoy my own life." It feels like I’m constantly chasing reassurance while he goes hot and cold, switching from romantic reels to acting like we’re just nothing and shouldn't talk too much????

After passing that invest comment he asked me to sleep and all and he literally started avoiding when I asked him to explain further on the invest part. He said he will tell me tomorrow he might say something wrong?!???

I just want someone to just help me, I was seeing so much movement and now all of a sudden it’s just bad.
I feel bad for myself to even allow all of this bullshit in my life i am not the kind to let these things slide.

I was calling him daily because his best friend passed away and he also was calling me to rely on me and all but then suddenly he said this ???

I just don’t understand what this means in terms of manifestation but I don’t think I’ll call him today to get clarity or anything.

Help is really appreciated..

I don’t wish to be negative or ruin someone’s manifestation but this is my last plea for help.

I’ve been in a cycle with my SP for over 2 years, no commitment and him dealing with past trauma and all the time I felt like a "second choice" or "ignored." Recently, he made a rude joke and didn’t apologise just got serious and asked me to sleep since it was past my bed time. I have been manifesting him since last year, although not properly, we had got in no contact and I did manifest him back but there was no clarity from his end ever..

Last night, I jokingly asked why does he keep asking me to sleep and all and he told me not to be "so invested" in him and to "go enjoy my own life." It feels like I’m constantly chasing reassurance while he goes hot and cold, switching from romantic reels to acting like we’re just nothing and shouldn't talk too much????

After passing that invest comment he asked me to sleep and all and he literally started avoiding when I asked him to explain further on the invest part. He said he will tell me tomorrow he might say something wrong?!???

I just want someone to just help me, I was seeing so much movement and now all of a sudden it’s just bad.
I feel bad for myself to even allow all of this bullshit in my life i am not the kind to let these things slide.

I was calling him daily because his best friend passed away and he also was calling me to rely on me and all but then suddenly he said this ???

I just don’t understand what this means in terms of manifestation but I don’t think I’ll call him today to get clarity or anything.

Help is really appreciated..

Basically my goal is to recreate my SP in being more loving romantic and obsessed with me, have a better friend circle and a few other aspects.

Now since there is no one to change but self, and everyone is you pushed out, why is he telling me that WHEN I get into a relationship I should be selfish? We are not dating but we flirt and all and he says I bring out his loverboy side and all but..

These things just leave me to the square one because I have seen so much movement and difference like him calling me every night now, before that we barely talked for about 5-6 months.

But why is he saying all this things such as one should be selfish in love when I don’t even believe that? I am quite a selfless person when it cones to certain people I love..

It seems as if I go two steps forward and then five steps back.

While we were talking and all he always was like one shouldn’t be too romantic, he doesn’t want to be very attached and all.. etc.

So I don’t understand what am I doing wrong. And he has been hurt really bad in the past too, which is why he says all of this but I wish for that to change and have him completely on his knees.

Is there something that I am missing out on? What am I supposed to do?

Basically my goal is to recreate my SP in being more loving romantic and obsessed with me, have a better friend circle and a few other aspects.

Now since there is no one to change but self, and everyone is you pushed out, why is he telling me that WHEN I get into a relationship I should be selfish? We are not dating but we flirt and all and he says I bring out his loverboy side and all but..

These things just leave me to the square one because I have seen so much movement and difference like him calling me every night now, before that we barely talked for about 5-6 months.

But why is he saying all this things such as one should be selfish in love when I don’t even believe that? I am quite a selfless person when it cones to certain people I love..

It seems as if I go two steps forward and then five steps back.

While we were talking and all he always was like one shouldn’t be too romantic, he doesn’t want to be very attached and all.. etc.

So I don’t understand what am I doing wrong. And he has been hurt really bad in the past too, which is why he says all of this but I wish for that to change and have him completely on his knees.

Is there something that I am missing out on? What am I supposed to do?

I really need genuine advice. I have been recreating my SP- changing his friend circle, how he treats me etc, and he just keeps showing me the opposite. After we reconnect I never came across him liking sad reels about his past but suddenly he is liking reels about his ex and all.. it is making me lose faith a bit because I don’t see movement.

I cried a lot today because of this. I have told him multiple times that I don’t like that but he again started this all of a sudden…

I know I should think from the end but when everything is ME pushed out, why does this cycle keep repeating? At this point I feel like not even talking with him only..

Someone pls help i would really appreciate it

I really need genuine advice. I have been recreating my SP- changing his friend circle, how he treats me etc, and he just keeps showing me the opposite. After we reconnect I never came across him liking sad reels about his past but suddenly he is liking reels about his ex and all.. it is making me lose faith a bit because I don’t see movement.

I cried a lot today because of this. I have told him multiple times that I don’t like that but he again started this all of a sudden…

I know I should think from the end but when everything is ME pushed out, why does this cycle keep repeating? At this point I feel like not even talking with him only..

Someone pls help i would really appreciate it

Manifesting a "New Version" of him, but the Bridge of Incidents is making me lose interest.

I’ve been working on my self-concept and "recreating" my SP for a few weeks.

Recently, his best friend passed away and he had to undergo surgery himself.

In some ways, the "old" avoidant version of him collapsed.. he’s been calling me every night for the past three days and crying to me. I became his only support system because he’s shut out his family. But here’s where it gets weird:

Now that the "armor" is off, I’m seeing parts of him that I find "cheap" and unmotivated.

• The Environment: His friend group is very immature. Some of their actions feel classless to me.

• The Language: He cusses constantly now- it’s at a level that is actually annoying and making me lose interest.

• The Drive:When we talk about the future, he says he has "no dreams" and wouldn't have regrets if he died tomorrow. As someone working 12 hours a day to build an empire, this "dreamless" energy is draining.

He also smokes and vapes very rarely but yeah his whole friend group is just people who smoke very heavily and all.. the things is when we first started talking he wasn’t like this at all. He used to avoid smoking and drinking and wasn’t like this at all..

I’m at a crossroads. I know "everyone is you pushed out" and I could technically persist in manifesting a more refined version of him, but I’m honestly just tired.

Has anyone else reached a point where their own self-concept grew so much that they realized the SP they were "fixing" no longer fits their future? Is it "failing" the manifestation if I just decide he’s not my person anymore, even though he's finally leaning on me?

I feel like I’m choosing between "persisting" and "outgrowing." Would love some perspective.