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So a background from myself,I speak Chinese daily and can hold conversations very well,however my Chinese reading and writing is kindergarten level,and maybe a little bit higher as my upper education were all in English.

I want to read Chinese so badly,and write very well.But I do not know where to start as by using leaning apps like Duolingo I find it hard to know where my level exactly lies at ,and soemtimes they give off words that re way too basic which gave me no motivation to continue learning.

I've been spiraling around this question constantly and have been quite a while since i started noticing my school mates they all have this 'passion' whether is in sports or anything. i tend to mixed up these three terms, to me they are the same, it is something where individuals worked blood and tears just to achieve what they want in life.But yet it also confuses me, because i am trying hard to find mine too and yet im scared it will never sticks to me,im afraid that i will quit when it gets hard and im trying to be discipline however i just cant seem to understand how can one be so passionate and have this such strong desire to work for one thing?Because i did try to learn swimming, badminton and gymnastics and etc all despite learning these skills at much later,and yet everything seems to interest me but yet not fully and i feel like mine is always changing it feels like im just liking it because of the vibes.Just how does it feel to desire something like these goals, passion or dreams?And how does someone knows that 'something' is their passion or dream or goal?Because in my view i feel like your passion,goals,and dreams are your ancheivement.

Yes,I've been trying to find a job at indeed or any other apps but I have no luck,I mssg some ppl through WhatsApp but the moment when they asked for my age, immediately got rejected.I got 6months of free time rotting at home.Idk what to do except trying to get job.But is hard.I have no family friend connection or whatsoever

And I have already graduated from high school,btw.

What kind of job usually allowed people like me??

Soo any predictions for each papers??or overall?

I think the threshold for p2 will be slightly lower considering the trickiness in the paper.Around 26-28??? What do you guys think I'm scareddddd I can't get A...