u/Emotional_Regular207

Could they work when Venus RX is in Libra? How bad would it be considering that my natal Venus is RX in Virgo? Already in a bad condition.

I worked with Olympic spirit Arathron.

The event was not cancelled BUT an extreme weather event happened the next day after. And it affected only that area, a very small town.

I feel it is my fault as I wasn't proactive enough and didn't invoke Arathron earlier. I also didn't want anyone to suffer any physical effects, just intended to make the event impossible to happen. This belief "don't hurt anyone" clashed with the natural event that could have caused the cancellation of the meeting.

Yes, it's a whine. Skip if you don't like people whining. I felt like this is a safe space to express myself.

I had very high hopes for chaos magick because I'm already accustomed to law of assumption and jungian psychology. I also express myself artistically a lot, so the idea of creating sigils was very attractive to me.

Rant 1: None of my sigils every produced a result. Reading about gnosis state actually ruined this for me, now I don't believe I can charge a sigil.

Charge sigils in a gnosis state. How to achieve it? Depends on what authors you read. But what's gnosis? According to some sources, it's very rare to actually achieve this state and it's usually very experienced magicians. So basically never be able to charge a sigil?

Orgasm is the fastest way to reach this state! Great! But oh wait, the vast number of people don't ever achieve this state during sex or masturbation because they don't control the energy to produce such results.. oh, okay.

Basically, you won't reach the gnosis state unless you are a hermit that dedicates their entire life to this scope?

Rant 2: There's more than creating sigils. You can also work with deities and spirits in a chaos magick way.

Great! But there's barely any book actually describing the process. Most of the books are convoluted theory on what is chaos and what isn't. The only specific book I could find is "Master Works of Chaos Magick".

I had such high expectations and my excitement completely wore off. I'd appreciate some advice. Or should I just completely forget about this path since I already feel burned out?

Here's some 🧀 for my whine.

An external event, not one that you created. Something that creates disruption but obviously not enough to physically hurt people (as in preventing the organizer from existing lol).

Thanks! :)

Attention, I mean lasting changes in your love life. :) Not "Kyle from 9th grade texted me back". But a real change.. like going from invisible to getting attention from the opposite sex, a meaningful encounter and long term relationship, or transforming a painful sex life into a healthy and normal one.

I have worked with 3 different spirits in different ways (Gallery of Magick mostly) and it has been officially 1 year of no change. I don't know if at this point it is my rituals or the spirits I am petitoning not being interested to work with me. I had high hopes for Hagith and I haven't even noticed a minor change.

I don't feel hopeless but neither can I say I am content with the results.

So, what about you?

Please recommend me some subliminals esp. related to love and charisma that aren't noisy and overstimulating.

Seriously I can't with most popular subliminal creators. 1 minute video full of noise, music that completely override the affirmations and it actually makes me angry that you can't even listen to the whole song, you hear just a small part.

I want to listen to subliminals while I work or do some chores, I don't want to hear cringe azz lyrics over my emails.

Also most of the times the music and the scope of subliminals are so mismatched?? Like listening to a subliminal about being confident and attracting new friends, while the music is talking about being cheated on and how much the singer hates their life. It is so counterproductive.

I like Sexy Subliminals and Quadible Integrity. Let's hear your recommendations!!