u/Equivalent-Gazelle20

I have been feeling so guilty. Lately, my baby is acting super difficult. Doesn't let me eat in peace, splashes her and MY food everywhere in the house. Always wants to sit on me. I can't get shit done.

There are days when I have screamed at her and I absolutely hate myself for it. I don't know what to do. I slapped her too - once.

I don't want to be like my mom who used to hit and shout at us and pull us down. But I feel like I am becoming the things I hate.

What do I do? Anyone going through this?

I am spiralling and going through extreme guilt because of what I did. I slapped myself multiple times after this. I'm losing it I feel.

I have been feeling so guilty. Lately, my baby is acting super difficult. Doesn't let me eat in peace, splashes her and MY food everywhere in the house. Always wants to sit on me. I can't get shit done.

There are days when I have screamed at her and I absolutely hate myself for it. I don't know what to do. Once I slapped her too.

I don't want to be like my mom who used to hit and shout at us and pull us down. But I feel like I am becoming the things I hate.

What do I do? Anyone going through this?

I am spiralling and going through extreme guilt because of what I did

31F here. A neighborhood kid in the same apartment as me gives me the creeps at times.

Once I was in the lift with my Husband. He also got in from his floor. Then asked me, are you pregnant? I wasn't. I'm quite lean I'm sure my belly wasn't bulging out. I asked why. He said a lot of people are pregnant and told me the count of women in the apartment complex who are expecting. Firstly, why are you keeping tabs on this? Secondly, the balls to ask me this in front of my Husband. Eek.

He also joined the same yoga class as me. I've found him checking me out when I open my eyes after my session.

Often, found him trying to get into the lift when I am going in. Once he was taking a cycle and going for his tution, about to leave the parking, but when he saw me come in, he abandoned his cycle and got in the lift with me to make some small talk.

One time he texted me from his mom's phone too. He was playing poker outside the lift, with another friend of his. I told him I'll tell your mom. The same evening, he texted me "How come you didn't call, my mom was expecting one"

He's in 9th grade or so. But he's a well built tall 6'3 guy or so. I'm physically scared of him.

Need advice how to deal with this hormonal teenager. How to handle this gracefully. I don't want to create a scene.

Also, both his parents are lawyers for 20+ years now.

Edit: Some weirdo sent me a DM saying this story got them "horny". The fuck. I didn't know there are creeps on Reddit as well. I'm new here.