u/Euphoric_Register257

It's just been 2 days at hostel , no proper class at college yet.

The main problem isn't that I don't know people, because I've already introduced myself to a lot of people and talked to many of them. The problem is that almost everyone already seems to have their own person/group from school, roommates, repeaters, etc., so whenever they go for tea, food, movies or just roam around, they naturally call those people and I don't have anyone I can casually call yet.

For eg my roommate, he has a group of his already known friend and some new batch mates , like they seem to get along really good like they been thick friends for long . And i feel like I am following them , like I am not talking about anything to the group and all. And i don't like those people in the group. But when I look at rest people they already seems to have group with their roommates or so.

I sometimes join these groups, and sometimes people are nice, but again I'm just joining an already established group and don't really belong. Even when I'm alone in my room, knowing everyone else is outside in groups makes me feel really bad, and going out alone feels even worse. I know it's only been a couple of days and things can change, but right now I don't know how to stop this feeling and just be okay with being here.

Like I can't see anyone I can get along with that in future cuz they already seems to be with someone else

It's just been 2 days at hostel , no proper class at college yet.

The main problem isn't that I don't know people, because I've already introduced myself to a lot of people and talked to many of them. The problem is that almost everyone already seems to have their own person/group from school, roommates, repeaters, etc., so whenever they go for tea, food, movies or just roam around, they naturally call those people and I don't have anyone I can casually call yet.

For eg my roommate, he has a group of his already known friend and some new batch mates , like they seem to get along really good like they been thick friends for long . And i feel like I am following them , like I am not talking about anything to the group and all. And i don't like those people in the group. But when I look at rest people they already seems to have group with their roommates or so.

I sometimes join these groups, and sometimes people are nice, but again I'm just joining an already established group and don't really belong. Even when I'm alone in my room, knowing everyone else is outside in groups makes me feel really bad, and going out alone feels even worse. I know it's only been a couple of days and things can change, but right now I don't know how to stop this feeling and just be okay with being here.

Like I can't see anyone I can get along with that in future cuz they already seems to be with someone else

It's just been 2 days at hostel , no proper class at college yet.

The main problem isn't that I don't know people, because I've already introduced myself to a lot of people and talked to many of them. The problem is that almost everyone already seems to have their own person/group from school, roommates, repeaters, etc., so whenever they go for tea, food, movies or just roam around, they naturally call those people and I don't have anyone I can casually call yet.

For eg my roommate, he has a group of his already known friend and some new batch mates , like they seem to get along really good like they been thick friends for long . And i feel like I am following them , like I am not talking about anything to the group and all. And i don't like those people in the group. But when I look at rest people they already seems to have group with their roommates or so.

I sometimes join these groups, and sometimes people are nice, but again I'm just joining an already established group and don't really belong. Even when I'm alone in my room, knowing everyone else is outside in groups makes me feel really bad, and going out alone feels even worse. I know it's only been a couple of days and things can change, but right now I don't know how to stop this feeling and just be okay with being here.

Like I can't see anyone I can get along with that in future cuz they already seems to be with someone else

So I have to travel for hours to reach kochi.

I came to first spot for civil and didn't get it .

I was about 1.6k on spot list and civil ended between 1.3k-1.4k

So I gave up on it . Didn't have any hope left for 2nd and all.

But now seeing here that few people are dropping cusat for keam , there's seems to be vacancies .

Also there is a lot of reservation left for civil and all , will they be converted to open in 2nd spot ?

If there is actually vacancies , logically I do have good chance .

Like 1.3k people ahead of me got chance to get civil and didn't want it . So my only competition left is the 200-250 people out of most like me won't even consider 2nd spot.

The thing is these things can only be just said like this. Until official list and vacancies come there is no actual knowing. But they are only giving 1-2 day ( most probably 1 ) gap between publishing the list and the time to reach there for spot.

So for me it is not realistic to go after checking the list and vacancies as I won't have time left to reach there.

Absolutely not at all can I already plan and book to reach there by 5th cause there is noooo guarantee (not even close assurance) that I'll get it or there will even be vacancy at all. Also I'll be risking my keam 3rd allotment admission a little bit.

My parents said , that i won't get it in 2nd ,when I told them about it just now , which got me discouraged to even think further, mainly cuz they don't know the chance i might have as I explained here , which is not even worth explaining cuz it probably might not even exist.

Like going to kochi and coming back with nothing at all( even though I expected it very much and warned them ) got them sad , cuz they were actually hoping I'll get it ....

Is that college as bad as they say ?

And also , do I have chance of getting soe civil tomorrow?

9 gen seats left , today was till 1300 real time allotment rank, I have about 1600...

8k rank gen.

Civil atam spotil kitan vala chance undo..

ilenkil verthe povandala...

Soe il 8k civil kittan Nala chance indo ?

Vere better options onum ilalo