You know what fuck it, I completley accept that I'm bad at this game
Yknow 120hrs in and I've kinda gone to the point in this game where if I were to be real I just don't care about being good anymore, and you know I'll even say it I'm proud to be Intiate and I'm proud to stay there for as long as possible .
Heck I don't even look at the rank anymore.
The reason why is simple I still find this game fun but despite that I realised that trying to get the best rank just isn't viable for me, and for me at least just isn't that fun. And honestly letting go of that need to be good, and just play for the sake of playing, for me that's when Deadlock truly shines as a game.
Also for clarification this is just a personal thing, if you guys like going for the highest rank. Go for it King, you chase those dreams. It just isn't for me, but just remember if we play together while I will try to contribute as much as possible, such as laning and getting a few kills here and there, I'll play with an "anything goes" type of attitude if that makes sense.