u/Expensive-Wing7278

I’m 14 and my mom doesn’t understand how self harm works. She thinks it’s an Internet trend that kids are doing, but she doesn’t understand that it is an addiction and it’s difficult to quit. My stepsister recently showed her sh to my mom and my mom cried for her. However, whenever I showed mine, she didn’t cry, and in fact had no emotion for me. I recently started doing it again and I’m afraid she will find out she’ll be mad at me. She said if i ever do it again she’s putting us in a mental asylum. What do I do?.

I’ve started cutting myself again. It’s not a lot but I have started again and I fell like I’m just sucked into it.

I only started again because of an argue ment that my whole family had with me, that pointed out that I am an asshole and a piece of shit( this came from my sister) my mom said that she thought I didn’t love her( because I don’t tell her about my privet relationship with my gf) and how I was a sissy( this came from my stepdad)

I took all of this in and it made me feel worthless and I have even started to wonder why I was born( I do not want to kms but I rlly don’t want to be here) and I really can’t tell my mother bc she said if she cought me again that she would put me in a mental hospital, and That it is not normal for ppl to hurt themselves. I can’t tell my school bc that will tell my family, and I can’t tell my sister for obvious reasons, I’m stuck and I keep hurting myself.

My mom does not understand that it is an addiction and is difficult to stop, I don’t want her to know but I need a person to talk to.

I’ve started cutting myself again. It’s not a lot but I have started again and I fell like I’m just sucked into it.

I only started again because of an argue ment that my whole family had with me, that pointed out that I am an asshole and a piece of shit( this came from my sister) my mom said that she thought I didn’t love her( because I don’t tell her about my privet relationship with my gf) and how I was a sissy( this came from my stepdad)

I took all of this in and it made me feel worthless and I have even started to wonder why I was born( I do not want to kms but I rlly don’t want to be here) and I really can’t tell my mother bc she said if she cought me again that she would put me in a mental hospital, and That it is not normal for ppl to hurt themselves. I can’t tell my school bc that will tell my family, and I can’t tell my sister for obvious reasons, I’m stuck and I keep hurting myself.

My mom does not understand that it is an addiction and is difficult to stop, I don’t want her to know but I need a person to talk to.

I’ve started cutting myself again. It’s not a lot but I have started again and I fell like I’m just sucked into it.

I only started again because of an argue ment that my whole family had with me, that pointed out that I am an asshole and a piece of shit( this came from my sister) my mom said that she thought I didn’t love her( because I don’t tell her about my privet relationship with my gf) and how I was a sissy( this came from my stepdad)

I took all of this in and it made me feel worthless and I have even started to wonder why I was born( I do not want to kms but I rlly don’t want to be here) and I really can’t tell my mother bc she said if she cought me again that she would put me in a mental hospital, and That it is not normal for ppl to hurt themselves. I can’t tell my school bc that will tell my family, and I can’t tell my sister for obvious reasons, I’m stuck and I keep hurting myself.

My mom does not understand that it is an addiction and is difficult to stop, I don’t want her to know but I need a person to talk to.

I’ve started cutting myself again. It’s not a lot but I have started again and I fell like I’m just sucked into it.

I only started again because of an argue ment that my whole family had with me, that pointed out that I am an asshole and a piece of shit( this came from my sister) my mom said that she thought I didn’t love her( because I don’t tell her about my privet relationship with my gf) and how I was a sissy( this came from my stepdad)

I took all of this in and it made me feel worthless and I have even started to wonder why I was born( I do not want to kms but I rlly don’t want to be here) and I really can’t tell my mother bc she said if she cought me again that she would put me in a mental hospital, and That it is not normal for ppl to hurt themselves. I can’t tell my school bc that will tell my family, and I can’t tell my sister for obvious reasons, I’m stuck and I keep hurting myself.

My mom does not understand that it is an addiction and is difficult to stop, I don’t want her to know but I need a person to talk to.