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Anxiety after addiction of benzodiazepines and drugs

Hello everyone

Thank you in advance

So I was taking benzodiazepines for like 10 years but in the last one I took too much, like more than 20mg of Xanax per day, 20 mg of diazepam and also sometimes anxiar…. But in time they didn’t have any effect this is why I always took more and more. Also I need to say in the last 3-4 years I took cocaine a lot and I know it ruined more.

Anyway, in November I was at a clinic for addiction to treat it.. more addiction of benzodiazepines than the cocaine but Boths. I took the meds and all but honestly my anxiety is worse.

I tried to take sometimes 0,5 Xanax, or 0.25 diazepam after 5 months sober .. also I tried to sniff sometimes but what I get into is even worse than I could ever imagine. My anxiety doesn’t let me live, I cry, also I pee sometimes on me without controlling it, I shake and I can’t sleep. I can’t work and sometimes even can’t get out of bed… even when I am on drugs they don’t bring me anymore fun, just panic and pee and can’t say even a word.

I was in rehab 8 months ago and stayed sober 5 months, I started taking again from 3 months when i can’t control the anxiety and the panic attack

NOW I TAKE VERY SMALL QUANTITY AND VERY RARE

Please don’t judge…

Do you know what can I do?

hope my depression won’t come back… just an advice from someone or I don’t know if someone ever had this issues…. But really can’t go to psychiatric because no one knows this and my family is desperate to not taking pills again.. thank you group

Anxiety after addiction of benzodiazepines and drugs

Hello everyone

Thank you in advance

So I was taking benzodiazepines for like 10 years but in the last one I took too much, like more than 20mg of Xanax per day, 20 mg of diazepam and also sometimes anxiar…. But in time they didn’t have any effect this is why I always took more and more. Also I need to say in the last 3-4 years I took cocaine a lot and I know it ruined more.

Anyway, in November I was at a clinic for addiction to treat it.. more addiction of benzodiazepines than the cocaine but Boths. I took the meds and all but honestly my anxiety is worse.

I tried to take sometimes 0,5 Xanax, or 0.25 diazepam after 5 months sober .. also I tried to sniff sometimes but what I get into is even worse than I could ever imagine. My anxiety doesn’t let me live, I cry, also I pee sometimes on me without controlling it, I shake and I can’t sleep. I can’t work and sometimes even can’t get out of bed… even when I am on drugs they don’t bring me anymore fun, just panic and pee and can’t say even a word.

Please don’t judge…

Do you know what can I do?

hope my depression won’t come back… just an advice from someone or I don’t know if someone ever had this issues…. But really can’t go to psychiatric because no one knows this and my family is desperate to not taking pills again.. thank you group

Anxiety after addiction of benzodiazepines and drugs

Hello everyone

Thank you in advance

So I was taking benzodiazepines for like 10 years but in the last one I took too much, like more than 20mg of Xanax per day, 20 mg of diazepam and also sometimes anxiar…. But in time they didn’t have any effect this is why I always took more and more. Also I need to say in the last 3-4 years I took cocaine a lot and I know it ruined more.

Anyway, in November I was at a clinic for addiction to treat it.. more addiction of benzodiazepines than the cocaine but Boths. I took the meds and all but honestly my anxiety is worse.

I tried to take sometimes 0,5 Xanax, or 0.25 diazepam after 5 months sober .. also I tried to sniff sometimes but what I get into is even worse than I could ever imagine. My anxiety doesn’t let me live, I cry, also I pee sometimes on me without controlling it, I shake and I can’t sleep. I can’t work and sometimes even can’t get out of bed… even when I am on drugs they don’t bring me anymore fun, just panic and pee and can’t say even a word.

I was in rehab 8 months ago and stayed sober 5 months, I started taking again from 3 months when i can’t control the anxiety and the panic attack

NOW I TAKE VERY SMALL QUANTITY AND VERY RARE

Please don’t judge…

Do you know what can I do?

hope my depression won’t come back… just an advice from someone or I don’t know if someone ever had this issues…. But really can’t go to psychiatric because no one knows this and my family is desperate to not taking pills again.. thank you group