Dinner time dance and bark
I LOVE HER SO MUCHHHHH she’s so pure and kind and perfect in every way
I LOVE HER SO MUCHHHHH she’s so pure and kind and perfect in every way
This dog has changed my life so much 🥺 I never thought it was possible to love an animal this much. When I got her she had heartworm, a skin condition, 2 ear infections, she was very malnourished and extremely depressed. Now she is quite the opposite, she’s the happiest dog I’ve ever met 🥺 she’s my babyyyyy (pitbull terrier according to the humane society)
I deserve every bad thing that has ever happened to me. I deserve to have gotten abused, I am the most vile disgusting “person” if I can even call myself that I have ever met. I keep burning myself and I haven’t eaten the whole day because I genuinely feel like I don’t deserve food rn. I hate myself. I’m so gross.
I don’t even care if I sh to be honest. Whenever I’m clean for a while that’s just bc I didn’t want to not because I was trying to avoid it. I’m 21 and I’ve been doing this for about 8 years and I’ve given up trying to stop myself because I know it’s futile. Have had to get stitches twice (though I could’ve used them much more) and go to the psych hospital 11 times. I’ve been feeling good lately because I’m doing Spravato (Ketamine therapy) and taking my meds but something happened with my gf tonight, she really hurt my feelings and I feel so low and depressed. I’m 25 days clean but I’m probably going to ruin it. I’m so disgusting and gross I don’t want her to ever look at me again. I’m having self harm intrusive thoughts (I have OCD) and they’re so hard to ignore. I just want to do it. Thank you if you read this
Just wondering