My ex (20 M) and I (18M) were not sexually attracted to each other but genuinely loved spending time together. We were in it for the romance, not the sex. We had some arguments but nothing major. He never communicated to me that he wasn’t liking the relationship and that he doesn’t find me sexually attractive. Genuinely, we were in a good, stable relationship. All of our friends thought we were perfect… we felt perfect.
But just last night, everything got completely fucked.
We were at the pub with our whole friend group. In that group was my ex before him (let’s call him Jake), who literally makes my body shut down when I see him and my ex (let’s call him Tom) knows this.
Later in the evening, I notice Tom is being very distant. I told him we were going to start making our way back home soon. He ignored me and just walked away. And when I say walked away, I mean he disappeared to a fucking forest far away from the pub… with Jake.
At that point, everything was going through my head. I forced the group to leave and we went to track them down. We finally get to this dark forest, and I walk up to them. They’re just standing there facing each other.
And then I see Tom is quickly swiping away saved chats on Snapchat… of his dick. He was about to show him his dick.
After a lot of crying and distance, me and my “bf” talked. At first he denied doing anything, but then he admitted it. He said he made out with him. He’s very regretful.
Now here’s the tricky part… me and him just moved into a flat together with our other mate. It’s a 12-month contract, but we’re allowed to end it early after January 27th.
I’m completely fine to live with him because im a very “shit happens” person but I need advice on how we make it work. I’m mad at him but also not, because I’m fucking pissed he cheated on me but I also know our relationship wasn’t really working, and I had a few moments where I wanted to move on.
Help me. wtf do I do??