u/FAFMFTQ

I'm straight, but have very rare relationships with men, i don't really get along with them, most of my circle are women. I'm Neurodivergent, i think i have anger issues, i don't have much social skills, i know nothing about dating and love. i want to be in a relationship but i know that I'll be the cold, boring, probably less caring one. I'm trying to be a better person but i still believe I'd be the reason my relationship would fail.

i don't even know how people start dating in the first place, 24 years and never even considered it until very lately because I'm starting to feel like a loser. i always thought "it'll just happen one day" but now i realise i actually have to put effort in it and i have no clue what to do.