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I went to visit my girlfriend recently and now she's saying we both need to lose weight and she said my arteries are gonna get clogged and I'm going to die because I'm "fat" and I smoke. She knows I used to be very bulimic I would purge everyday multiple times a day probrably even more I told her that if I do this I'm going to end up doing that again. I haven't purged in over a year and now it's all I can think about and she keeps saying please agree with me "no more takeaways" and I feel so disgusting I genuinely hate myself. I know I've gained weight since I've stopped purging and I'm overweight I don't want eat ever again it really hurt coming from her. I don't knownwhat to do she said my teeth are messed up and I know they're messed up because I ruined them from purging and I'm too scared to go to the dentist because I don't want to be judged. What do I do?