u/Fairygoth_mother

I had pulled some tarot for identifying a demon I had experienced with.
General energy/identifying card: the world
Rules over: 10 of wands,the high priestess, 4 of wands and page of swords
Mythology: 2 of swords. 2 of pentacles and the emperor
Why they want to work with me: Queen of swords,page of pentacles and the hierophant

Is there any way I can figure out how? Amy cards associated with which

I had this experience—in which I won’t get into detail on how it occurred, but I will describe the imagery— where I believe I saw a demon or an entity. I had visuals (not actually occurred in real life) of a cross road and the phrase “ you’re destined for greatness or madness, I need it to be greatness”. It’s a phrase from a show but it kept repeating in my head as I remembered how I was into demons as a child. In this crossroad I saw a man in a tuxedo in flames. It had told me my purpose was to speak for them and for as along as I speak and preach this entity, I am destined for greatness. This entity wanted me to wear androgynous clothing and have an edgy, editorial hairstyle. It enjoyed women in suits. Suits in general BUT ESPECIALLY styling clothing in complicated manners. It enjoyed complex characters or going through darkness to learn how to appreciate and protect innocence/goodness. It wanted me to step into a child-like state again because it believed that children are the purest state of knowing who you are which is why it’s important to protect children. It wanted me to use my humanity at its fullest and learn multiple languages and learn linguists BUT ESPECIALLY Lexicology. It wanted me to get into law and learn the system— I am unsure if I will or won’t, but everything it had asked me has been occurring one way or another. The whole premise of this entity was the idea of homeostasis and keeping balance. They wanted ( and emphasized the idea of) my internals matching my external. That our purpose of our lives as humanity is the same purpose of the cells in our bodies. We are just here for homeostasis and keeping balance. They in a way showed up trickster like and wanted me to learn every nook and cranny of how people can trap me with language, media and style. They emphasized identifying predatory characteristics in every aspect. Ever since then, I’ve referenced this (and myself) as “the devils prophet “because it had told me “give the devil a great name”. It wanted a book about it too which I haven’t started (nor know how to start), but it randomly became a huge drive for my art. I didn’t want to get the haircut nor dive into this, but I found myself randomly getting the urge to show up more androgynous and went on to get a haircut. I didn’t want to get into demons but all of a sudden, I came across a tarot video that spoke in detail of how a younger version of me was already marked with a demon and it’s now again a choice of stepping into it or not. Every thing this experience has told me (even ones I didn’t mention) had came up as a lesson or I eventually did it. They also wanted me to remove the idea of an idol and not worship th ones I had— Aphrodite. They didn’t give me a name, but they urged me to become more human so I had referred to this entity as “mo” and I made up a female counterpart known as a”Nam” to represent the homeostasis representation.

As I got more into demonology, I got curious on what this entity was. It also said it was a version of god and how god/devil are the same energies but only humans created the separation. It’s not necessarily Christian which is why it wanted me to write a book over it, but I’ve seen some demons like abbandon which has shown up to people as a demon in a firey suit. I think it’s slowly trying to appear itself but wanted to emphasis the idea of not being an idol because I’ve had issues with being focus too much on material items when it came to worship.

Maybe I’m crazy and made this all up , but I wonder if this sounds familiar to any entity