I started an OF recently and it’s been nice have some extra money but a couple people have been commenting on my scars and it feels really icky. It hate when people are like “oh please don’t hurt yourself you’re too pretty 🥺♥️” because it’s so parasocial, and it’s not actually for my benefit at all but just to make them feel better about it. Ahfuejrbfhidksj idk just ughhhh
Hey loves! I started onlyfans about 2 weeks ago, and while I’ve made some money (~$75), and I’ve seen some good growth (currently 910 Reddit followers and 85 OF), I’m having difficulty getting many people to pay. Any tips? When do you think would be the right to switch to a paywalled profile? I’ve currently only been making money from customs and ppv.
When your fingers pierce my sternum
And get a grip on my heart
Do you get excited?
When I fling my heart off an overpass,
Will it bounce? Will it splatter?
Will it beat in defiance? Or will it understand and finally let go?
My skin still bares the mark
Of your fingertips imprinted on my chest
And I wonder, how I can do it sweeter next time
You’re growing tired of me
You love me so hard and I still can’t sleep
You’re growing tired of me
And all things I don’t talk about
Sorry I don’t want your touch
It’s not that I don’t want you
Sorry I can’t take you’re touch
It’s just that I fell in love with a war
And nobody told me it ended
And it left a pearl in my head
And I roll it around every night just to watch it glow
Every night baby that’s where I go
Those lyrics are the lyrics I wrote on my mirror with my blood. I know I’m getting sicker. I think it’s so beautiful. It’s so fucking beautiful. I want to show someone but nobody could understand. I couldn’t stomach showing someone art as beautiful and personal as this and seeing fear. I wish this was fine. I want the whole world to see how beautiful I can be when I just bleed out my sins