u/Fantastic-Still9654

We are living a world that right now it’s ok to shame men for the size of the penises openly. I was shamed maybe 6 different times in my life for my average size penis. To my face 3 times and 3 times that I know of behind my back. It was extremely cold blooded. No one cared how good of a person I was. How I contributed to society. How I was as a father to my kids. How I was as a brother, uncle, and son. The news of my penis size spread and it viciously got worse with everyone it passed to and exaggerated. It truly made men feel like less of a human being. Penis shaming is demonic and it’s celebrated in the demonic society. Sadly I’m a black so even tho I am just above 6 inches in length, there is only big and small for my race. Pure vanity

How do I seek deliverance? I’ve been open about my porn addiction. I don’t feel good. I have weird attraction to things I don’t want to be attracted too. I allowed a demonic ex to put heartbreak and pain on me. I’ve had my community turn on me for rumors that wasn’t even true. If there is a pastor here, please reach out to my inbox. I feel defeated by living of the world.

Can the lord forgive me for watching trans porn into my porn addition? I still haven’t forgiven myself and it hurts. I watched and off for about 2 years of my life. I don’t anymore but I just can’t believe I did this

I consider myself a straight man but I lately have been finding trans women attractive. Does that make my gay as well? I come with respect and peace but I am confused.