I saw this comet or shooting star looking thing with my sister. we both saw it, it shot through the sky with hints of pink and yellow and burned up. what’s making me raise an eyebrow was that I’m pretty sure I saw it below the clouds so I don’t think it was from spac. I drew what I saw on procreate. those pink blobs are clouds lol
I just want some advise from people who has went through things similar to me. i cant do work or focus in school. I know “just do the work” “just lock in” but I genuinely feels like the hardest thing ever and im basically failing right now. its to the point where i keep pins on me so that if i start to loose focus i can prick myself out of it. anyway this has made me feel a lot of anxiety, so much so ive been getting some chest pain and tightness. the fact that im experiencing physical symptoms have made me realize this might be out of control. I have a weird relationship with my mom (good days sometimes bad days sometimes) and she doesnt give a crap about my grades. i feel like school is some type of game (i do online) and i just choose not to play. any tips???
edit: ive also been drinking and that helps me. its just a drink and night to help calm me down. im not a =n alcoholic but i feel like my need better coping mechanisms, is there anything you guys reccommend to help that’d not drinking
this might be odd but does anyone else notice voice actors, especially in indie spaces, have this certain accent? i cant explain it well but it’s kinda like dragging certain parts to give a more professional sound?? again I can’t explain it ahh. idk i just keep seeing it
they dont check my grades. i have some type of executive dysfunction or something so It feels like im hovering my hand over a hot stove whenever i want to do homework. they think im doing very well.
i hate hate hate online school so much i do everything im my own teacher even thought I have a teacher bit it doesnt feel real even its just like some sick video game that I dont want to play anymore. it doesnt feel like it matters at all! i just dont want to do this anymore im so alone
I feel like this is a common thing from what Ive seen. thoughts?
ive been online school for most of high school, im a junior, and Im failing. I just dont have motivation to do assignments it feels so meaningless. it feels like a videogame I can opt out of. my parents dont check my grades at all and they brag about it and say how good i have it and that they dont look. i feel like they should at least be motivating me a little? what do I do that this point, im basically not learning. is public school that much better? am i just lazy?
edit: any advice on what I should do? i feel like its too late for school.