u/Far-Tomatillo3342

when you made 1 mistake, you kept making more mistakes. in the end you fuck up completely. there is no way back.

if i don't manage to kms, i hope i beg i wish i pray for god for an accident or whatever that is to take my life away. please. i want my life to stop by now. please. please. please. kill me. let me die. please.

i'm sorry my friends i can't make it to our plans. and ever won't. i love you with all my heart. i'm sorry my internet friends that i won't be there texting you anymore, having you was the best blessing of my life, id never imagine id make friends with people from this many countries.

sorry my bestie, i promised you to see you again in thailand, sorry i have to break the promise. i love you. you deserve a better friend.

sorry me, my little self, i failed you. sorry my teenage self, i lied to you, life didn't get better, should've let you end it few years ago.

i'm sorry.

yeah it's so "romantic" when you're young and depressed, but if you're a grown ass adult but you're still in your depressed era? you're cringey, you're doomed, your life is a failure. unaliving yourself at 18 sounds deathly romantic, but at 28 sounds like a hopeless failure who failed so much in life that he took the stupidest and most coward action🤡🤡

god. please forgive me.