u/Far_Cockroach4225

I (19F) had unprotected sex with my ex (19M) using the pullout method on May 3rd. My period was from April 28th-May 2nd and I usually have a ~31-32 day cycle. We managed a successful pullout, meaning he had to finish himself off for a couple seconds after the pullout and I can almost guarantee that no semen went in. The last time he had ejaculated was a day ago, and he had urinated multiple times in between.

I took a blue dye pregnancy test today and saw the faintest blue line. Is it possible that I’m pregnant? I lowkey took it just for shits and giggles cuz I thought no way right…

I'm so confused. Me (19F) and my ex (19M) were together for almost 6 months and it was a good relationship. It wasn't perfect — we fought sometimes, and towards the end, he got really busy with work and didn't spend much time with me. That upset me, and I told him that it did. He told me that he'll work harder to find a balance and that he thinks we can figure it out. Then, the next day, he broke up with me. He told me he still loves me so much, but he just thinks we are too different and that he wouldn't be able to find more time to spend with me.

I guess I thought that what we had was deeper than that. We were only together for a few months, but I was his first love, we hung out every single day, and he would tell me every day how much he loved me and how much he needs me in his life, up until literally a few hours before the break up. A part of me really thought I would end up marrying him. I'm so lost and so confused. We were hitting a rough patch in our relationship, yes, but I would have done anything to fix it. He never told me that he was even considering this. I feel like he just dropped me the moment things got hard, and I don't know how to process it.

He was actually everything to me. I loved him more than I've loved anybody. I know I'm still young, but I really can't see anything else in the world for myself. It hurts me to think back on a week ago when my biggest worry was how much I was going to miss him when we went long distance over the summer. I guess I'll just wait for him to come back. I really don't know what else to do.