Birthday feels so dead already.
Today is my birthday. Text from 5 people and they are the closest ones. Some of the closest ones also went so far. No excitement. A lot of workload. I broke up with my gf of 2 years just a few days ago. Everything feels apart. I don't feel like celebrating at all. On the same side professional life is going so well. Got bonus and a lot of appreciation recently but anyways its professional life, no one remembers or wishes you on birthdays or if they do, it's fake. I am an outgoing and friendly person and still not enough friends. I miss the birthday highs. Now it feels worse than even a normal day.