u/Fickle-Disaster1684

Lost in the existence, I find no more peace.
All I had once, is now nothing to me.
I try to embrace myself,
But a part of me wants to set her free.
The shine fills in,
But I do not rise
Trying to understand,
The price of living a life!
Just someone with no one to name,
I fill the void with loathsome blame.
Echoes of laughter that did not last,
Trying to bring back the time that passed.
Still I sit, where memories roam,
An empty room, that feels like home.

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Am I supposed to feel this filthy?
When life gets in the way.
Am I supposed to beg for death?
When I finally lack the ability to pray.
Where do I go now?
After all the doors have closed.
All now I find is,
The darkness that I never chose.
How am I supposed to live like this?
When all I have is broken heart.
I wish for a miracle to happen,
So this anxiety does not outsmart.

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I am finding it hard to keep my faith in God. How do I do it? Life is not in my favour and my body is giving up! I have lost everything. Please help.

Hi everyone! 25 Female single. I am going through alot rn and I am finding it hard to explain. I lost my job, got abandoned by friends when needed the most, family issues and nothing is working out for me at all no matter how hard I try. I have never had this feeling before but it's like I am sinking. I have lost everything and nothing is in my favour. I find it hard to get out of bed everyday. How to deal with this? Any coping skills or motivational stories will really help as I need to keep my faith in God. I am already loosing hope. I don't wanna loose myself. :)

Hi everyone! 25 Female single. I am going through alot rn and I am finding it hard to explain. I lost my job, got abandoned by friends when needed the most, family issues and nothing is working out for me at all no matter how hard I try. I have never had this feeling before but it's like I am sinking. I have lost everything and nothing is in my favour. I find it hard to get out of bed everyday. How to deal with this? Any coping skills or motivational stories will really help as I need to keep my faith in God. I am already loosing hope. I don't wanna loose myself. :)

Hi everyone! This is my first time seeking help online as I am finding it hard to seek help in person. I am dealing with alot rn and I have lost almost every possible thing that I worked for since past few years, dealing with family issues, I don't have a big friend circle as I was a workaholic but life got into my way and I lost my job, my work authority and money. I am currently dealing with panic attacks, anxiety, finding it hard to get out from bed every morning, I don't have any energy to do anything at all and I am tired of all this. I have started to do self harm which I am not very proud of but it's really hard to express all that going in my mind. I am an immigrant and I came to another country all by myself, did everything without any help at all but now I am left with nothing....nothing in my hands. I didn't do anything wrong, I was loyal, honest and hardworking but all my hardships I feel like were useless. How do I cope up with all this? I don't want to feel this way..Please help.