u/Final-Skill9751

As fellow arab hiv positive still in ur original country, what do you suggest to ease the pain?

I am a syrian Christian in Damascus.
I have HIV and was in jail for being gay and also for HIV.
I have a bachelor degree in pharmacy, is there anyway to go to Canada
BTW: my parents are homophobic , so i can’t have money from them.
My life is hell ATM, if anyone can help, please do

But don’t suggest Rainbow railroad, or go to UN because no use

I live in syria
I look manly, actually kinda hot
Whitish with black beard kinda twinky
I really love egyptian or any arab
But i hate sexting snd I don’t do nudes
Especially at the first days
اهم شي صوتك خشن يكون

TBH: i had my fair share of sex.
But i feel i had enough
Why nobody does not wanna to commit.

I think having sex is just euphoric for 10 min , them it‘s over

But love lasts and grows

I live in an arab homophobic country, can’t a porn site adopt me , and travel me away, to get fucked 24/7

I look good, with 20 cm dick

But i am a power bottom

Today I felt that I should jump in front of moving truck, but unfortunately I did not

So, I feel I’m getting worse

My life is totally shit, but now I’m looking for a cure .

I used to take paroxetine, it was good and what I liked about it that it didn’t make me horny at all, that’s a positive thing for me, but what I hate about it that it made me photophobic, I couldn’t stand the sunlight or the lightbulb

Any suggestions for any medication that will make me not horny at all and just sleep peacefully at night maybe?

I live in a place where we can get these drugs no need for a prescription.

Not all of them

Just like SSRI

SNRI