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I’m an abused 43F barely surviving

After 15 years of giving everything to this man and losing all my friends and respect from my family… In 2022 I noticed how bad my health started to decline out of nowhere and a lot of very bizarre symptoms started to surface one after another. A doctor since then has yet to diagnose me. September of 2024 he spent 6 hours straight verbally assaulting me in the worst ways, I had already been use to the abuse but this was different….he begs and pleads with me that our 8 year old daughter would be better off if I killed myself. He then beat me with the pistol because I didn’t shoot myself with it. At this point I had already been struggling nonstop with loss of sleep, numbness in both arms, constant pain in my neck, and horrible lesions on my face and body. My doctor literally prescribed me the medication for EVERYTHING , dosed me up with steroids, and asked if my husband had a primary physician yet because they were taking on new patients. I later found out that some blood work came back showing that I had been infected with a serious disease,also very sick with a bacterial infection that was not only affecting my kidneys, skin, breast tissue, aging,memory loss, muscle loss, brain fog, extreme hydration, constant headaches, skin irritations that wouldn’t clear up. Dizzy spells, nausea, constipation, bloating, hair loss, it was affecting each and every aspect of my life. Now he is alienating our little girl, and keeps claiming that if I do something about it… I will only go down for a drug test using hair. I do not use drugs and now I fear what he has been doing. I was told to go get a drug test immediately from the hospital. Like today. About 4 hours ago my daughter told me of a small glass vial of light blue liquid she found while helping us move that was hidden in a secret compartment under the bathroom cabinet on far back…. With gloves and dropper. Does anyone know what this could be and how would he use it to get it in my system? The only things I have noticed off are my skincare serums.

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