Always wanting more
This may be a weird little post but I’ve been camming just over a year and I do extremely well. I’m on a token site and I do 10k+ tokens every single day I stream, I’ve kinda lost my life though. Every time I’m not streaming I feel guilty for not being online, “I could be making more money” “my rank is going to drop when I’m not online and I’ve worked so hard to get it up already” I want to try and stay in top 100 for the month but as soon as I take a day off it drops quite quickly, only be a couple of ranks but in terms of tokens that’s probably 10k+ behind straight away.
I feel like I don’t do anything with my life other than cam. I went to a birthday party this weekend and the whole time I was there I was thinking oh I could be making more money, then I knew I’d be hungover the next day so I couldn’t get online then either.
How do I stop these thoughts? I started camming so I didn’t have to work all the time but I feel like I’m working more now than I ever have in my life. I love the money but I’m making all this money and have no friends / life to even spend it so it’s kinda just racking up. Is anyone else in a similar situation? How do I balance it out?