u/Fit-Ruin1415

I dont really understand it what would happen if i put my bone blossom in it

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Im gonna start this of with a TW, as im gonna be talking about specific thoughts i had over the last months, and how this game and community genuinley saved me.

Second of all, huge shoutout to my goat u/Ez4MeReddit, you pushed me over that final bit of doubting myself, i am so incredibly thankful for you bro, genuine thank you.

These past few months i genuinley have been thinking about you know what. Life had no appeal anymore, i didnt know who to talk to, school stressed me even more, it was just a matter of time before something snapped. Something inside of me still held on though. I thought that challenging myself to something, anything actually would maybe stall it out till it gets better, thats when i decided that im gonna beat an extreme demon in gd. I Joined the discord and was immediatly greeted by so many nice and helpful people, i was honestly breezing through the level with their advice, but my mental state wasnt getting better. That suddenly changed however. I was just playing mindlessly and i dont know what happend, but it was like i had woken up from some kind of nightmare. I thought to myself that i couldnt do that to myself or my family. I talked to friends and for the first time in ages, actually could sleep at night. It has just gotten better and better from there, ive actually went outside and started grinding tennis, school has gotten better and im so incredibly thankful for all of it.

Thank you gd community for saving my life, i love all of you. If youre struggling with thoughts, please go talk to someone, life is so awesome and you do matter. You are someone. Yes, people would notice if youre gone. Yes, people would be sad. Genuinley, its not worth it. I cant thank yall enough,

Thank you.