u/FlashyFreedom5757

Dirty house growing up

My hose was filthy growing up. Moldy food in the fridge, dust build up, dog toilet wasn’t properly disinfected. My mother never cleaned. Occasionally she’d wipe over the kitchen and bathroom, but that was it. If we had guests (rare) she would deep clean, so they didn’t think she was a bad mum. My mother taught me and my sister how to clean when we were 8 and 6, and bought us our own cleaning caddy’s, and we were expected to clean the house. That never really happened, we were children who wanted to play. She used to, and still does, blame us for having a dirty house. We never clean/cleaned, we were ‘needy’ (not true, we spent our days at home and rarely went out). She spent all her time on her phone. Basically, our house is like those obsessive compulsive cleaner videos. Essentially, we have been expected to clean an extremely filthy house from childhood, and our mother had always blamed us for the dirt, even though that isn’t the class at all.
Now I’m very clean and hygienic, not OCD, but I do pride myself on having a clean space
Anyone else have this

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u/FlashyFreedom5757 — 13 days ago

Cleansing practices I can use that aren’t closed

Hey 💕
I saw a video of someone using sage to cleanse their space with. The comments confused me - some said you can’t use sage, some listed different plants you can’t use, and some said you can use them to cleanse with. I want to cleanse/smudge my home, however I don’t want to use a closed/cultural practice. What can I use?
Thank you xx

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u/FlashyFreedom5757 — 13 days ago

Soundbath causing a depression episode

I had a soundbath last night and woke up feeling so depressed and low. I have a diagnosis of depression but it’s been under control on medication (and lifestyle). I haven’t felt this way for a long time. I am 99.9% sure it’s the soundbath that may have caused this, as I’ve been stable a long time and had no reason to feel this way. Can anyone explain or shed light on this? Thank you xx

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u/FlashyFreedom5757 — 14 days ago

Soundbath causing depression

I had a soundbath last night and this morning I feel so low, depressed and lonely. I do have a diagnosis of depression. I haven’t felt this way for a while. Can anyone explain this? Thanks xxxx

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u/FlashyFreedom5757 — 14 days ago

I remember in 2020/2021 there was a fitness influencer (UK based) who quit social media completely. I can’t remember her name - I know she studied psychology after.

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u/FlashyFreedom5757 — 20 days ago