u/FloofyJack

Given that transition isn't an option for me, what am I supposed to do by how I feel? I'm nearly to a point where I can't function as a normal human being because of my gender issues. I kid you not seeing so much as a woman (especially lesbians) at just the right moment can ruin my day to the point I won't even work.

I'm breaking down crying almost every night because I hate every single masculine trait of my body. It's downright repulsive and I can't help but hurt it. I keep doing reckless things and develop an active disdain towards masculinity in any form and then also resent and envy women. I hate everyone including myself. If this doesn't end soon then I won't have many choices left for handling this. I literally cannot function like this

Given that transition isn't a real option, what am I supposed to do by how I feel? I'm nearly to a point where I can't function as a normal human being because of my gender issues. I kid you not seeing so much as a woman (especially lesbians) at just the right moment can ruin my day to the point I won't even work.

I'm breaking down crying almost every night because I hate every single masculine trait of my body. It's downright repulsive and I can't help but hurt it. I keep doing reckless things and develop an active disdain towards masculinity in any form and then also resent and envy women. I hate everyone including myself. If this doesn't end soon then I won't have many choices left for handling this.

Like the title says, any time I fail at something, it doesn't have to be specific, I get an overwhelming urge to take out the frustration of failure on myself. Usually in the forms of beating until the point of bruising and rarely I may cut or bite myself really hard.

I just get an overwhelming desire to inflict pain on myself when I fail at literally anything and I feel like it's only a matter of time before it slips up and I end up doing it in public if I don't have a place to retreat to.

I've been really on the fence about 2K26 ever since the ringside pass was introduced. I initially thought about skipping, but a bug caused my entire 2K25 roster to be deleted.

I play these games purely for the gameplay and character customization as I don't really keep up with WWE as of late. How would ringside pass impact that? Has it improved at all since release? I'm hoping I can not engage with it because I genuinely hate feeling forced to play a game. Thanks!