
I'm so tired
They stuck me in such a terrible route. 99 degrees today again. Foothills means a lot of my stops have huge, steep yards to climb with tons of stairs too. Amazon is so fucked up. Nothing you guys dont already know.
I'm stuck. Its my own fault I guess I just want to cry every day I see this again but everyone around me I ask says they get 160 to 180. The lowest I see is 180. Whether I finish on time or not my route does not shrink. Ever.
Idk. I need the money. I don't see another job paying above 20 an hour and I didn't finish school. I feel stuck. God I hate myself and my life. This is hell.