
Saw the bio P2 mark scheme
And it made me realise I'm genuinely gonna fail this shit ✌️

And it made me realise I'm genuinely gonna fail this shit ✌️
I'm just genuinely never taken seriously by anyone, every time I get close with someone it's so good at the start then they get bored of me inevitably and it just goes to shit. This always happens with me and I get attached so easily and I just don't know what to do. I just feel so genuinely alone. I have no one to call, text or talk to and I just feel horrible
I'm just not being taken seriously at all and it's making me feel so upset and heavy hearted all the time. I totally poured my heart out to him a week ago just for him to reply a day later and say something completely unrelated then say "sorry I didn't respond I didnt know what to say" then I was like can you just get back to me when you have something to say and he said I love you then just sent me a bunch of tiktoks and completely disregarded what I said and ignored me completely.
I just feel like my feelings are never taken into consideration and I feel so stupid and ignored even though we lowkey still text a bit. He's still not responded to me and I don't think he ever will.
I want to just block him on everything and get him out of my head but I'm scared if I do that I'll end up unblocking him and embarrassing myself
We were never even dating but we would talk EVERY single day, always update each other and we'd hang out a lot as well but we never did anything weird. He used to always tell me he loved me and how he thought I was pretty but he never asked me to be his girlfriend and I asked him once, what are we? And he wasn't taking me seriously at all and just made a joke out of it and said humans
Recently, he blocked me on everything. Tiktok, Snapchat and even Spotify but not WhatsApp for some reason so then I texted him and I was like why did you do that?? And he took an hour to respond but he just stayed online then finally said that I deserve better and that I should be with someone else. I obviously was quick to say no, I don't want anyone else blah blah blah but he didn't say anything then the day after he apologised and just sent me cute pictures of bunnies and random screenshots of cute animals from tiktok which was what we would always do with each other before. Then he proceeded to act like nothing happened and unblocked me on everything and now he just sends me tiktoks all the time and occasionally texts me.
I sent him like a 5 minute voice note pouring my heart out telling him how I feel and I got absolutely nothing in response and he ended up texting me the next day and sent me a picture of myself that he took ages ago and said I'm pretty then said sorry I didn't respond to your vm, I listened but don't know what to say.
He's just really confusing him and I feel like I'm not being taken seriously at all and I really like him and it just feels like he's only acting in a way that's convenient for him and he completely disregards me feels and NEVER has a serious conversation with me
I feel like I need to move on from him and I wanna block him and get him out of my head but I know I'll miss him and I'll potentially end up unblocking him and embarrassing myself.
I woke up this morning with intense stomach cramps, I genuinely couldn't even stand up and I had 2 ibuprofens and 2 paracetamols and nothing helped. I tried to eat something, I ate a banana and half an hour later ended up vomiting it all out and I genuinely just missed my paper and I'm so so so scared
I do aqa triple science and we got a letter from the gp and everything and apparently they'll just use paper 2 or something, I'm not sure but I genuinely feel like I'm so fucked 😭
I never get such intense pain when I'm on my period but this time it was just absolutely unbearable and I thought I was going to die I actually just feel so cooked
I know damn well everyone is studying right now how the heck like I've genuinely done NOTHING since like last Friday 😭😭
I always feel lonely, I'm an only child and I do have a few friends but they're only really school friends and now that I'm about to start college I'm sure we'll no longer talk because we're not that close at all.
I'm about to have a 3 month holiday before college starts and I'm going to be so lonely, my parents are always out and I have no one to talk to so it gets really depressing.
Does anyone have any advice or maybe wanna be friends? I'm from Leicestershire if anyone's nearby maybe we can hang out during the holidays or just talk online
Is this prom dress too much? Idk because a lot of people I've asked have gotten pretty basic dresses like from quiz or oh Polly and places like that and I just feel like I'm doing too much and not to mention the accessories too 😭😭